Tuesday, March 27, 2007
@ 7:27 PM
nth to write..
dont feel like toking abt tdy's thingy..
not cos got bad things happened tdy..is ii jus dont feel like typing out..
how long would our relationship last?
im sometimes so scared for that day to arrive =(
ii know ii love u alot..*sigh* ii really loves u lots n ii wished that ii can be wif u forever..
cos u really treat mii good..ii missed u everyday..even jus for few minutes without u beside mii,ii feel lost n jus missed u =(
but..ii blamed myself..haishh..
ii dono how to explain the feelings on mii..
ii find that ii dont trusted on u on some matters..
ii feel very bad of myself..im this kinda bad person while u are another type of person [good person]
are we fit?ii dont wan break wif u also..ii jus dont wan..
ii onli noe ii really loves u more den anyone else..
wat the hell am ii thinking of!?! ii kept telling to myself think of positive positive sides..
BUT my stupid idiot fucking brain,,mind kept thinking of the negative sides..
sometimes ii jus simplyy cant forgiv myself..
how am ii going to change all this n my attitudes towards u..
can anyone teach mii?!?
but ii dont think this can be taught but to depend on myself le..
no matter wat ii still loves u laogong =) ii will try to change all that..
after cca went to bus stop n went home wif dardar =]
lalala~~tmr hav to stay back for STOMP
hurrayy gonna be fun man =)
but dono will end wat time seh..but im gonna enjoyed it =) hehe
