Tuesday, May 29, 2007
@ 8:04 PM
tdy training me only sec 3, but i just went to help out.
then 7 sec 2s. my head damn pain. sigh*
did i regret? somehow? haish.
hubby pei'ed me =) waited for me. without him i dont know what to do le.
on the way to take bus to fetch my brother from tuition.
received a call from home, which is my mum.
scolded me. seriously, this kinda small thing also want scold.
what you treat me as?! i know im late for 15 mins. so??
you so concern for ur son, then forget it la!
my mood is not right. **** haish. in this kida family... ...
from 404 there walked to 508. plus im feeling headache.
damn xin ku can. reached home, tio scolding from her again. nagging there.
for just a towel??? is this reasonable? sometimes im finding myself real tired le.
then anything go complaint to dad. but at least papa still concern for me.
not like her!
then when im lying on my bed for rest. i asked her.
me: tmr i go see doctor okie?she: go see lo. bring along your brother also.me: walao, bring him again.he so noisy outsideshe: at least got a person to pei you what?!me: "giving her an unpleasant face"she: talk to you also die arh. dont talk liao la.from here, we never talk. lie on bed there wanna *** but i ren only.
sometimes i really hope her attitude will really change, more patiant.
then she would be a perfect mother in my heart le. but ... ... sigh.
no matter what she's still my mum. the most we dont talk for days bah.
everytime when you like this, i would want to cry le.how i wish i can find a day to have a good talk with you.but you somehow no time to have a nice chat with me.i hope you can be the one to know my feelings and all that;so that you wound know me better as a mother to a daughter.even though there's enough time for us to have a good talk,i dont think there's a use le.whenever we want to talk, start with a conversation,quarrels always come first. =(i really want cry =(i just dont understand why i prefer you more than papa;on the other hand, papa treats me better than you;i think its time for me to change heart to. bias!!!sometimes keeping my feelings in my heart can be useful;wont hurt anyone or make someone worry for me;i would rather im sad on my own than to other ppl;i might need sometime to cool myself down.i prefer to be alone to be hurt and sad.
