Tuesday, May 22, 2007
@ 6:14 PM
went to find hubby happily =D
we walked to the playground. saw reeve.
8.05 went in school.
*tiam*... ... sighhh* im really in no mood. totally not. sighhhh
first period checked our results. =( *sighh* did badly to me. =(
was discussing about JC/poly thingy with mich and ning.
recess;; went parade sq sit. did something to somehow patch with her. but ... ...
haishh. why must be like this??? why??
sat there. kept damn quiet. sishh. plus seeing him .......
make me even more .... did something.... sighhhhhh
went back class for e.maths. after that eng. then to hall watch dance floor.
went for lunch and for hist.
then to cca.
im trying many things to make us good back together. but...... all i get back is nth.
yes i know i did wrongly;yes i did know;but why must let this small thing break us apart;do you think it's worth it;i really dont know what to do le;let it be bah. im really really tired;why must there suddenly be so many things come at one time?unpleasant things also!;sighhh;;everytime when i did something wrong, i have to be worry whether you will be angry with me anot;just like tdy...im really really tired... i dont know what to do.plus my results and all that. im treally really tired le. can you pls dont add in my stress.i really give up. totally.....seeing you sad cos of me. im hurt too.cos of me, make you emo and sad. haish.me heart hurt lots. i really hate myself.if i nv had done that, nth would happen. i SUX!why? why? i feel very sorry for you.it simply doesn't be fair for you.im so sorry hubby. i shouldn't had show you sad face. not to make you worry for me.i've done wrong. REAL WRONG!im really not in good mood. then i nv tok to you. haishhseeing you all like this i really hurt. im really hurt lot.i rather hurt, injured myself. i dont want anyone else around me to get hurt or injured.not letting the guy i love to get hurt. NO WAY!but... ... i hurt himm...i didn't blame you that you hurt me. im the one who started it..
