Sunday, September 09, 2007
@ 4:19 PM
my life is way boring.
staying at home for many days, 1day i shall bored to death.
sigh. i really dont know how to say ar.
im just so envy some of you.
when will my real freedom come?!
am i really dragging or tieing you with me?
i feel that way sometimes.
sigh. sometimes i dont dare to mention it again and again,
cos im scared we might somehow quarrel,
then i make you sad again.
i can't be there for you most times.
i feel like i cant really be a good girlfriend.
what as a gf must or need to do, im now cant.
i felt like im wasting your time.
i know that as long as love each other would be enough.
but i dont think so...
thinking of ending, but cant bear to cos love you so much.
doesn't want to end, my heart would carry a burden.
i want you to be happy.
not a month that i would give you happiness.
make you sad, i felt so guilty and sorry.
laogong ar laogong! haish.
why being with my love one, there's still objection?!
do you all really want to force me to do unpleasant thing?
why cant you all think of my feelings as a daughter?
i know you all care for me.
i really dont know what to do.
let it be?! might be.
im sorry.
