Sunday, February 03, 2008
@ 6:12 PM
ever since that day, i realised the real meaning of 'friendship'. like what everyone said, friends come and go. but some doesn't.after one of them get into a relationship, another will think or realised that she treat relationship more important than anything else.? how i wish your thinking isn't liked this. though i'm not close with anyone else, but there's sometimes someone there for me to talk with. which make me feel better. she's not always there for me. but seldom. however, i still get the chance to talk with her out of my heart. friendships are like so simple?? why can't you be my closest friend? you did changed, me myself also and i admit. why you cant understand my heart, though we gone through together that very close together in the past. and slowly, ..... dling told me before about friendship thingy, i do agree with him. whats actually a true friendship?!? the one who's always there for you no matter what. behind you, i helped you in many things, just that you dont know. when im sad, i would wish to share my sadness with you, but i cant. dont know why. no more easiness on you. no feeling of opening, or flowing smoothly. in my heart, there's still a space filled up on you. just that you didn't realised of know. and you still dont know the truth behind the story... it didn't end in my heart. it had been staying there until now.to get to know what actually happened to you or wat, can only go your blog and read through and through.. no more.sometimes when the way you talked to me, it seriously hurt me. tells me that you doesnt care about it any longer. neevrmind :))Labels: you