Sunday, March 16, 2008
@ 8:49 PM
he pei'ed me to tuition as pernormal :)
i'm really used to it le, how am i going to spend my life with you? hubby.after tuition, meet up with him again, because i want to.
just want to spend more time with you if i can.went to bedok library to do somethings and took bus 69 to mac, as i'm meeting up with the girls to study :)
mac was full. and by the time i reached mac, diana and huiLi were not there yet. haa.
supposed to meet at 1.30pm-2pm, more was latest then that :X im late too.
went to kfc, luckily there's spaces :) waited for them. then had lunch together. huiLi, slow queen.
chit chat, studied, etc etc...
4+pm xueLi came, but i've got to go. paiseh xueLi. not i purposely de.
but actually i've got another reason why i left early. got some stuffs to do, and 1 reason.
me and him went home, bought mr. sofee :D it melted quite fast and drip on my leg for 2times -.-
off we go. :DD
how i hope, there's a day i can say 'my boyfriend say so...'/'weide say so...', and not 'my friend say...' to my family. :/
and i believe i'll find a way out for you. either to face the bad solution. OR the jian nan de solution.
how i wish there's a warmth home for me to be there. why cant you all give me a warmth home, which i always wish to have, and so that i wont feel strange on it, and not to have the thinking that i dont wish to go home...asking to go out, you all dont allow. i understand, becos this year is o'level. i have a limit, i dont think you all realise that. asking to go out study, then give me a black face,do you think i go out happy? and do you think i.ll dare to ask you all again? is like ...?!!! haishh... i feel so xinku. but i wont li jia chu zhou. to me it's rather stupid. i dono why i dont dare face you all, even if you're my parents. cant chat with you all about my xinshi. not my parents, who were with me for 15 years. but my friends and bf, who had been with me for 1-6 years.
