Friday, March 21, 2008
@ 7:20 PM
today, only get the chance to see Darling for the longest, half an hour, or maybe less than that :(
it seems to be not enough for me.
somemore can't chat with me becos my aunt is at home.
after that my aunt went out, but Darling went out also. so is like ... im bored. haa!
cant imagine if there isn't AuYongWeiDe exist in this world, my life will change.
just like the time machine. you went back to the past, you killed for just a small living thing, everything changes. LOL.
miss the 4 girls too. actually i miss school quite somehow :/ im refering to my friends*, not school* :XX
im just wondering, when will i get my freedom? at what age? hope it isn't when im old?!! but i dont think they'll be so harsh :DD
i can't blame them too. or maybe im used to it :) for my own good.
for now, im missing Darling weide, michelle huili xueli diana, xinren pa, sam amos blablabla... long list...
im wondering, how junior's cousin got 7As?!! omg... it seems to be easy, when i first thought, and i aimed for it. after thinking, is like, rather hard. but will still try.
and, i still doesn't know to go for JC or Poly?!!! this is my BIGGEST headache!! thinking of going to JC, but im afraid after going in, it's too stressful for me, then i commit suicide? :X i think i wont. is like, later studied half way, cant take it, then go to poly, and restart everything... i dont want sia! i dont know whether i'll be able to cope it or not. not that i dont believe in myself. scared that i'll regret.
ps: darling, about your studies, put in more effort and study well! this is really important to you. please do not get affected by our relationship. put in more on studies than me can?! hee. good for you. just want you to have a brighter future and i believe you will. your smart brain -.- im jealous. jiayou oh! my prelim is around your birthday period. im not very sure i'll be able to celebrate for you this year?! i hope i can. guarantee can :)) dont worry of our relationship. if we're fated, no matter what, it wont end. if not, it will. so no worries :) and dont worry for me too. i did listen to you, take good care of myself and protect myself. influence by you le la! who ask me to be your laopo :/ haha. same to you :) bless that your knee cap will recover well. this is just my only wish. and also, i promised, or even swear thet you're my last boyfriend until the age of 18. why do i dare to swear? you should know why. but also becos of my own good :) since my parents dont allow me to have stead yet, so i wont find other guys anymore :) i say lest means last. :D we must forever stay in contact. PLEASE dont lose contact man :( must not! if not really difficult to find you back sia. search all around Singapore, to find you.if you're able to get into ite, and able to get the courses that are GOOD, then must go for it :DD dont worry about like can't meet and pei me or what. :)) no matter what. in between, there'll still be time in between for us.darling, i simply just LOVES YOU alot :D muackz. thanks for your everything laogong, thanks for willing to accept me at the first place, for letting me believe once more on love. you already put in and did alot le. so enough :psisters: i'll always remember the happy times being with you all. regardless whether is it in school or outside school, im happy being you all :) when im sad you all there for me. just thanks alot :)) i love you all! after secondary school, it might be difficult for all of us to gather again, so just cherish this year!kors, papa, guys my friends: thanks for everything too :) when i needed help and when im sad, you all always listen to my craps and console me. i'll nvr forget you all, and for so many months, and even years of friendship. :DDpamela: miss the old times when we play pepper, volleyball, together. omg! if there's a chance, i'll go find you and play together. thanks for your consoles and cheering me up too :) i'll appreciate them. nvr forget you in life.I LOVE EVERYONE THAT I KNoW!Labels: i love you all
