Friday, May 30, 2008
@ 7:20 PM
i was alone attending the maths lesson (: haas.the rest of the girls were either sick or late. hahaha!but anyway, i didn't mind. so no worries girls.history; only3 from 4E2 && 4 from 4E1. hahaha! wasn't that a 'big' group :pwe're liked doing our work. when mdm lee went off fro short while, we were there chatting and laughing. wahaha! and also, we were being squeezed to a small corner, as all the spaces were occupied by other 2 classes. but i prefer this :DDbreak; stayed in class with darling (:chemistry; went to chemistry lab :D almost all experimants relating with FIRE !physics; did our work, etc.&&& FINALLY, SIA HUI LI CAME ! at first she said that during break she'll be coming. ended up after all lessons then came. haas.went to 824 for lunch (: and back to school. intended to play volleyball, as i left 15 more minutes to the RELC. but, i was so scared of the coach :XX ended up, didn't play. but but, booked PAMELA LEE next tuesday to play for half an hour :ppp then i'm off to RELC. there were only huili and me (: i enjoyed the course the most today, as it was on reports, which i was able to understand. :XXX i guessed i'm wasting money.after everything, and home (:p.s; i don't care you diao or staring at me, just don't want you to get overboard. maybe this might be a misunderstanding towards you. maybe, it's just a normal person using their eyes to look at people. i don't ji jiao with you. but, the way you see people, please be more polite. don't think you're 'da mei ren' (when i dont think so), then you can do anything that you want. we're all human, same to you. SO, i don't find you special at all ! please have some of your limit. if i really misunderstand you, i'm sorry. i'll apologise. but i don't wish you'll go do 'evil' things. THANK YOU!p.s; with your existence, it doesn't make me hate you. however, it make me feel so useless. i'm just feeling more guilty if the girls still bother and care for me. i dont know what i'm thinking of. but ... don't know how to say. i'm just imagining, if she exchanged the position with me, what will the outcome turn out to be? turns good or bad? hmmms.. okay then. sometimes i was recalling back to the past, how did we became sisters? how we got closer? how our relationships get deeper? they became part of our memories :)) which was a good sign. by means, thank you girls :Dp.s; darling, hope that day by day, we'll know the importance of our relationship. not quarrelling easily over small matters, which we're solving it slowly. :))) no matter what, i'll spend my time waiting for you, waiting for you. hope the incident that i've been wishing for will come true. but for NOW, i just want to stand-by for your birthday celebration, so that it'll go on smoothly as what i think. hope to give you another memorable 2nd year birthday :D if it turns our to be a failure, i don't know how sad i'll be :X hahaha! but no matter what, i'll try my best :pp i love you darling! i'm waiting~because of our deep relationships,
that's why we'll quarrel easily.
same to all people.
so, think positively, when it's true.
so don't be sad when you quarrel with people.
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