Friday, June 13, 2008
@ 5:31 PM
finally, back from malaysia.
during those few days there, there were sorrows and happiness.
all i could say were all these.
heard from weird things happening at midnight.
maybe it was really grandpa back home :DDD
maybe it's my imagination or it's true that grandpa was looking at us, somehow sending us off to singapore. believe it? i believe its really him looking at me.
whenever we were going to leave malaysia, he would be the first one to send us off :((( sighhhh..
experienced the tradition of funeral.
able to see grandpa pass away with a smile, i'm really glad.
i believed he's resting in peace now, no more painfulness and sorrows or what for him.
however, i still don't used to it when he was not around.
i still cant bear without him.
can i want him back?
hmmmm, nevermind. i'm just thinking too much and talking crapsss...
he would always be up there looking at us, i hope so.
and always be my grandma side, protecting her.
and all i know is, i still can't face the fact of he lying in thr coffin.
all seems to be a dream to me, and how i wish it's really a dream.
wake up from the nightmare, and everything is fine and normal...
i cant face the truth,
i want you back.
i miss you so much now!
:(
no one can understand my feelings now.
i wish to be alone and peace...
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