Monday, June 09, 2008
@ 2:32 PM
going back to malaysia tonight. ya, it sound sudden, but unfortunate ...not very sure when coming back, so yeah..p.s ; darling, i really have to apologised to you that i can't celebrate your birthday, which is one year once only. of course i'll feel sad and guilty, although my reason for not able to celebrate with you is acceptable. but i feel pleased that at least i'm able to do the birthday card and buy a cake for you in time :DD paiseh, the cake had to be smaller. but enough for your family to eat can le (: when i'm not in singapore, or not beside you, unable to contact with you, or maybe i'll try to, PLEASE take good care of your own health, body, knee-cap ! and wait for me to be back yeah ? i don't want to hear anymore bad news from you or anyone else ! so bear in mind this !! have a proper and healthy meal. i'm sorry that i've to leave now, when you're still ill. regardless what, I Love You Darling !! waiting ...p.s; grandpa, the bad news just came out so sudden. why can't you wait a little longer ? at least to see the letter i wanted to send to you, wanting you to take care of your health and get healthier ?? maybe, you think that going up will make you feel peace, rather than this harsh world ? i can understand your feelings. i'll never forget the childhood time being with you, when you'll always bring me to the beach to swim and play. you're dote on me, i'll always keep inside my heart. and i'll never forget you. even though i'm not that close with you, and you dote me the most among all, i still love you ! and you're still my grandpa !! all of sudden, i just miss hugging your big big stomach. missing your loud voice, as you're a bit deaf. im really used to them .. really miss seeing you. really hope you can come back...p.s; sisters, i'm not very sure that i'm able to make it to go to the zoo with you all. i'm really sorry ! mostly can, buut really not sure. so ya, take care girls ! love you all !it just happened too sudden,
when i thought that you'll able to make it,
although you're in the hospital.
i miss you so much now..
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