Monday, December 01, 2008
@ 1:43 PM
SUDDENLY, i miss a lot of people :(
Au Yong Wei De, Chua Xue Li, Michelle Cheng, Sia Hui Li, Kow NaNa, Pamela Lee, 4E2 Guys, the VOLLEY BALL, Tan Xin Ren laopa, MALAYSIA, grandpa :( sigh. . .
next year, a lot of things will start to change.
chinese new year, no more grandpa's noise, but his soul only, which i doesn't want. . .
some thinga will still remain the same. . . the quarrels of our family during CNY. no peace, no happiness, might even lost some of my cousins. we're soon going to be enemy. being with them so many years, grow up together from young. i just HOPE, they won't see me as their enemy. i really want them.
is money really that important?
is money really that powerful to break up a happy family? yes, it is.
LOL!
i still couldn't accept his death. don't know why, i felt that he's still alive, now he's just in malaysia going on with his life. just that feel, just that. . .
miss my sisters. no more jokes, no more girls' talk, no more gathering? hahaha. . .
au yong wei de, next year might only have very little time to see each other :/ hopefully things won't change. scared.
yes, things will change. adapt to the new life of next year, 2009.
worked for 4 days in expo ;D also working with dar and his brother.
made a lot of new friends also.funny jokes, gossips, shout liked HELL for customers to buy our goods! just liked night MARKET! i love that atmosphere man! busying serving customers, stood for whole days long. whaoo~
after today, will be working in expo again. but me alone, also got my cousin and his mother. that will be bored for me. no choice. working from 2-8 december. after these, gonna PLAY! waiting for CHRISTMAS oh!!!!! how will it be like? how am i going to celebrate? hmmm. . .
i've got a feeling. it's seems negative. it seems, i'm short of something. a feeling of fear, no peace in my heart.
fear?
what's that feeling in my heart?
who can tell me?
i really don't know.
what is it? so that i can cover it up, making me peaceful :(
