i'm still not use to everything. i'm moodless now, i'm wordless, i don't know what to do now, i don't know what's in my mind, my mind is blank, i hate myself for being unable to make up decisions, always liked to drag, why's life so miserable, can't life be enjoyable, happy, simple, no stress, suddenly i felt so tired, exhausted, what can i do? end it just liked this? isn't it too simple? what am i suppose to do, can anybody tell me. i wish life with you would be simple, plain, just liked this, but there's always problems, small little problems, that had been causing out things. not i want, nor i purposely do it, using mouth say, very simple, asked to do, as easy as what it's said? i don't know what i'm talking of, hell? whenever sad, always think of him above, how i wish, i can accompany you there. you must be very lonely there. homework, more, fill up the 100% of my mind please...
