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2009-11-26T23:47:00.003+08:00

21.11.2009
reached malaysia at 1pm (7hours destination)
had lunch, LAKSA! whooo~
all people busy preparing the buffets and wedding stuffs.
at night, MEMORABLE PART!
we had fruits competition ! muahaha.
difficult to explain, but seriously, i won't forget.
we played as a big group. some of them eat till diarrhaeo. GEE.
I LOVE IT!

22.11.2009
morning, woke up early, go jie xing niang :D
nice one mannn
wedding dinner, sat at the back :/ with families? LOLs. don't want say much
yummy food of course.
my favouritesss (:
photos many manyyyy

finished.
i'm waiting for CNY to be here.
but what comes first?
exams T.T

2009-11-20T00:59:00.001+08:00

saturday early in the morning, 3am
will be leaving Singapore, heading Malaysia (:
i'll definitely enjoy there!
and more memorable photos!
with no regrets.
i miss them badly.

2009-11-13T21:44:00.002+08:00

today is CCN Day (:
lesson started earlier, at 9 am T.T
everything ended at 12pm, and we went down to sell our CHOCOLATES :D
within two hours, we managed to sell ALL, which is 90plus boxes.
weet weet (:
at 3pm, i left and go find D (:
go T1 slowly eat, then we watch 4.45pm '2012' movie :D
seriously nice movie. haha.
last two and half hours, and headed home at 7.30pm (:

2009-11-08T11:21:00.004+08:00

i'm awaiting to my coming holiday (:

many things i would want to do ;
-Fishing
-Swimming
-Singapore Flyer with him
-The new Theme Park in Sentosa?
-Roller Blade
-Cycling, with two seats one
-Eat Hot Pot Culture once again
-watch "2012" movie, 12 November! (die die also must watch, i dont care!)

i doubt i can do all these, as my coming holiday only got two weeks.
in addition, there's projects submission in January 2010.
so, my two weeks holiday will be a rushing project holiday. LOLs.
so i shall not think about these temporily.

and, this semester is really a tiring one, seriously.
timetable was so pack, everyday only got an hour break.
so, we can only stay back to do project after school, when my school end at either 4pm or 5pm daily.
i wish these can help me to cut down my weight ;D i'll be willing and satisfied :D hehe.

2009-11-02T23:11:00.003+08:00

today went tm after school to buy piggy box :D
brother broke mine, so need one ASAP!
as i saved many one dollar coins. hehe.

i accompanied SHA take bus 23, she went TM first.
i meet DAR up :D then go TM buy things.
on the way to bus stop, saw MY PAMELA and Katherine (: haha.
both of them commented on my hair. different comment. haha :D
i won't mind one.

stress stress stress.
must over come!

regardless, got you is sufficient (:

and miss xueli huili michelle diana pamela volleyball! mann!

2009-10-20T22:57:00.002+08:00

changed new blogskin again :D
i'm really very free i know.

so so happy today (:
went for lunch and saw my HUILI :D
chat with her for some time, accompanied her queue up for western.
then back to eat my stuffs and went for lesson (:

sian. school started. boring..

2009-10-13T23:56:00.001+08:00

still at KL :
today really shop like crazy. hahas.
seriously, those clothings really cheap liked hell!!!
so me with my parents buy things liked crazy.
can shop for the whole day one lo :D
and i never regret coming KL :D
whooo
soon going back s'pore, then schooling ):
i want treasure my remaining few days of holiday.
hahas.
yeah!

2009-10-12T09:26:00.002+08:00

currently i've already reached KL.
hehe. and now waiting for parents to come back fetch me to go makan.
i never follow them to accompany father go do his teeth :X
and my stupid malaysia sim cards (two), all expired -.-
lame man.
later gonna buy new one to sms my dar :X
gonna do my hair le :D

2009-09-26T16:12:00.002+08:00

yesterday night, grandma went back malaysia, accompanied by my aunt.
the whole of yesterday, i accompanied her till she went back, with no regrets (:
over the pass two weeks she being with us, i spent most of my time on her :D
hope that those words i console her do help.
i really miss her.
but November will come fast as whole family will be going back for wedding dinner :D
hope that during that period, there'll be no examinations going on :/
took lots lots lots of photos with her :D
she never complain, as an old person. hahas.
i still miss her.
not used to not having her in my house.
ughhh!

2009-09-20T14:32:00.003+08:00

19th September:

met up with darling at 12pm and headed to Tampines MRT station.
we went to Marina Square to eat Hot Pot! :D haas
because we reached there too early, the food which are for steamboat one were not displayed out yet.
thus, we're asked to write down those we wanted to eat. hahas. we keep on write and eat and write and eat.
the waiter must be feeling shocked.
yet, it's not darling who ate a lot, but me -.- hahas.
when we're about to finish eating, the food then was displayed out -.- LOLs.
had chocolate ice-cream and chocolate fondul (don't know how to spell!)
after that, shopped around to digest our stomach food. hahas. as i'm really damn full one.
after that went back to TM to shop.
asked weiliang out to see his watch.
500 over watch, branded, having 50% DISCOUNT! wth!
worth but still expensive sia. so ya lo.
after that i went to bengwala solo (shit, don't know how to spell again), to buy panda kaya cake for brother's birthday celebration. then we went back home. :D

at 9.30pm, celebrated with family :DD i'm happy. as this time round got my grandma around to celebrate together :D hahas.
at 10pm, went to have supper with xueli huili michelle and diana kow :D at blk 85 bedok market.
chit chatted. michelle and huili needed toilet! hhahahas.
so all of them had a sit in my house, and with my parents around. hahahas.
so cool.

so that's all for my birthday.
i want to blog so that i can remember this day. (:

2009-09-12T16:08:00.001+08:00

yesterday, went out with dar and his brother to suntec comex show.
not as cramp because it was noon time.
walked around.
and both of them bought this.
i'm empty handed :D LOL.
we saw out past working company.
i missed the time when i first work with the company.
somemore it was during comex show too.
we scream and shout liked hell. hahas.
but it was the past already.
after that, went to have lunch at pizza hut.
after that, home.

2009-09-05T14:33:00.002+08:00

i want to slim down
i want volleyball right now
i want hot pot
i want to sleep
i want peace
i want you all s' appreciations
i want your trust
i want your understanding
i wanna wanna wanna ...

bored. Gee.
stupid Arena.
Stupid.
i prefer iPhone more. ):

2009-09-03T13:05:00.000+08:00

i'm gonna spend my holiday wisely i hope :/
upcoming events, there's alot for me to do :D
got chalet, girls' outingsss, VOLLEYBALL, WHEN IS IT )): i'm waiting man~
and bla bla ((:

seriously sorry to a lot of people :X as i rejected them.
sorry to zhuoyi, meryl, ivy, airu, zaxe.
sorry to xueli huili nana michelle bla bla :D

2009-08-25T14:59:00.000+08:00

finally, finished my exams :D muahahaha!
know what's the first thing i'm going to do when i reached home?!
SIMS!
seriously, many days never touch already! i really cannot take it any longer~
PEOPLE, don't be jealous i only have two exam papers to take :D gee~
last friday, all of us, GIRLS PLUS GUYS, celebrated jervyn's birthday.
it was a happy outing rather :D
just now, after exam. waited for commskills teacher for AN HOUR!
inside there, my classmates sp,e played true or dare -.-
can imagine how boring it is waiting inside the room.
i'm really satisfied i got a C+ seriously!
because i don't want to get a fail ):
wee~

2009-08-16T13:56:00.000+08:00

finally changed to a more peaceful blogskin.
but it makes me feel sleepy..
hahas.

2009-08-16T12:43:00.000+08:00

i want to change blogskin!
but i haven't been touching the template for years -.-
forgotten what to do. hehe.
exams coming within few days.
siannn

2009-08-05T23:06:00.000+08:00

hehe. finally i'm posting, i know :X
zhuoyi already complaining liao. hahas!
these few weeks, it's really tedious.
need to rush for presentation, deadline of projects, tutorials, lectures.
it's so OMG!
but, soon, these kind of days will be OVER! :DD
i felt very happy of ONE THING!
is that, this friday is the deadline for my WDS project.
i've finished it YESTERDAY! :DD
i'm not really rushing that.
normally, other projects i'm liked rushing liked HELL!
hahas!
seeing most of my classmates rushing their WDS, didn't attend lectures and lessons because of that. hehe :XX

this saturday, eve of national day, got summative exam )):
my classmates say to wear RED COLOUR! hahas. so funny.
i shall consider that.

Friday i've got no school :D and i'm handing in my WDS tmr, (thurs). hahas. first time ever hand in one day earlier :D:D:D

i want to say,
i loveeeeeeee dar, sisters, current female classmates. LOL. RANDOMMMMMMM
arhhhhhhhhhhh

&&&&&&&&&&&&&

STUPID THING!!!!
I HATE COCKROACHESSSSSSSSSS!!!
this is how it goes...
after school, at 6pm.
accompany dar for dinner at coffee shop outside KFC, SAW PAMELA :d
after that, wanted to before TP the bus stop, because TP bus stop confirm flood, guarantee..
so, need walk under blocks ma.
F thing is here!!!
cockroaches all over the floor, EVEN THE WALLSSS!!
DAMN IT. MAKE MY WHOLE BODY HAIR STANDS!!!!!
AND I JUMP UP LIKE HELLLLLL.
luckily not many people around yet :X
saw my stupid reactions, PEOPLE GONNA LAUGH AT ME!!!!
ARHHHHHHHH COCKROACHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS -.- |||

2009-06-26T23:38:00.002+08:00

this week is a tiring day to me, and to many of my classmates too. LOLs.
maybe during holiday, used to sleeping very late, after 12am.
thus, even my next day schooling is 9am,
have to wake up at 7.45am,
i still sleep at 2am -.- real tiring man..
in my class, quite many things happened too. hahas!
one of them quarantined because go Australia, but he didn't have H1N1 luh.
so no worries.
he's quarantined for 1 week. next week monday going back to school le.
then got one classmate laptop kana stolen in lecturer room :/
LOls.
so ya.
today saw my NANA!
last few days saw my HUILI!
next week seeing MICHELLE!
when am i seeing my XUELI??
hahas. miss you girls man.
saw NANA, i hug her.
saw HUILI, i hugged her :D
gonna hug michelle ;ppp

2009-06-20T23:47:00.002+08:00

today went out with D and his brother :D
actually is accompanying them to Sim Lim Square shop shop graphic card.
we take bus 23 to sim lim. long long journey~
after that shop at bugis street.
i've got my purpose of going out too.
i intend to buy a bag pack :D
so in the end, bought zinc bag pack in brown color price $30dollars :D
already included 15% discount and also free zinc member card :D
Dar buy the same design as me, but he buy black as more suit him!
after that we go ya kun makan sit and chit chat. talk about wulu things again -.-
after that go cold storage, shop. hahas
but juice, snacks, choco bla~ hahas.
and trained home~
tiring day. felt so sleepy~~

SAD! schooling again soon ))):

2009-06-20T11:14:00.002+08:00

this week can be my happiest week ((:
within a week, watched 2 movies, "Night at the museum" at Tampines GV && "Land of the lost" at Dohby GV!!
both movies were equally FUNNY!! :D
first movie watched with Dar (: second movie watched with Dar, his brother and working boss's son. hahas.
on that day, we went to the archade. because NOTHING TO DO, spent over 10dollars there.
mostly spent on catching those soft toys.
finally Dar caught a small soft toy. then the worker there know.
KNOW WHAT SHE DID!!
she go and adjust the tension of the catching thingy!
somemore right in front of us bodoh!

LESSON LEARNT: please do not so stupid go spend money on catching those stupid toys as they cheat your money. unable to catch those toys are not because your catching skills like shit, it's because the machine already kana adjusted the claw tension -__-

then after movie, totally dont know what to do.
walk and walk and walk.
then went for dinner at mac. wahahaha! and home~

YESTERDAY;
was volleyball BBQ :D
took damn lots of photos. no time to upload yet.
it's really fun.
and also, Dar was so good :DD he with his brother go to near my vball pit there fishing.
so people would see me keep on running about. hahas!
met up with pam and eechan to buy those BBQ things, after that jiayan came. hahas!
then walked to the pit.
reacher there around 4plus to 5 liked this.
started fire. the stupid wind don't know why so strong for what. having difficulties starting fire lo ):
ended up, with me pamela siti eechan's efforts. we succeeded! :D whoo!
then cook cook cook for everyone to eat.
those old seniors came late, then ji ji also so so late. hahas.
then we played games, truth or dare bla bla. until made friend with the beside our pit those people. wahaha!
photos and photos and photos~
then sat down with shumei rita pamela siti and me. chit chat about BGR thingy. because i'm not single, they want shooo me off lo )))): oh man!~~ sad bodoh.
and i really keep eating eating and eating.
so all people whenever saw me eat will say 'EAT AGAIN!"
hahas! so cool.
so long didnt have this happy gathering already lo. :D
hope often and always have man !
love all of of them them them~~

2009-06-15T18:00:00.002+08:00

today is really a bit malu.
yesterday, mistaken with Siti that we're suppose to meet tomorrow but not today.
then it's liked when i reached small mac, sat down, and sms'ed Siti "i've reached :D"
then she replied, isn't it tomorrow? wahaha!
then i thought it's today, so i texted jiayan too :X
i'm so sorry to Siti and especially jiayan!
as when i informed jiayan that, she's on bus to small mac ): paiseh sia.
so sorry girlsssss.
so, IS TOMORROW MEET, NOT TODAY!
wahahaha!
so, i walked to golden village to buy 'Night At The Museum 2' !
early in the morning, 11plus am, the queue IS SO LONG!
oh man. luckily, is i queue, if not wait for darling to go there queue sure would be longer. LOLs.
i'm not blaming him anyway ;p
after ticket, i go to the Popular to buy my pen ink refiller while he haven't reach TM yet.
so after buying, i walk around Popular for short while, and there comes the Boy. hahas.
then we go Pizza Hut makan. i'm so full!
plus, beside us got two ladies, one of the girl liked looking at me while i'm eating.
makes me even more don't have the appetite :/ wahaha!
after that, still got an hour before movie, so walk to Tampines 1 challenger to buy my printer ink.
then, i bought a handphone cover for darling. he's weird. hahas! keep laughing. arm chio.
after that, TO THE movie :DD

2009-06-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

on wednesday, celebrated Darling's birthday :D
hope it can be his unmemorable birthday, and having such a special cake :p
on thursday, Vera and Airu came to my house for projects :)
for today, rather happy day.
met up with Dar at bedok mrt station at 3plus.
then we headed to Bugis there first as i need to bai bai, then he did his things too :DDD
after that, went to city link underpass there, sat down at coffee toast and waited for ah liang( his brother) to be here.
then we headed to IT Fair lo :DDD
oh man~ walked whole round on there luh, just to find Dragonica Booth!! LOL.
at first really having difficulties searching for it man. LOL.
THANKS TO MY GOOD EYE SIGHT, saw the booth, which was liked rather small -___-
we also saw our company booth. saw ex workers :DDD rather happy!!
luckily boss wasn't there yet. LOL. can't imagine his expression seeing us there :///
then was liked, hugging and chat with them. LOLs.
then off we go
then i, together with D, bought cruzer thumbdrive.
i'm really having phobia of that thumbdrive, but no choice, i still prefer that eh :X
then got chance to get lucky draw. wahaha! it's so funny. just small stuffs only. LOL.
then we walk walk around until 7 then went for dinner :DD
damn full and yummy!
those events really reminds me of those past working days man.
after work, walking the long underpass, went for dinner before heading home. wahaha!
wee~

coming events for me.
the Final last week of my holiday already.
monday-- met up with ex working friends for movie and makan :))
friday-- Volleyball BBQ ;D

LOLs. it is so thats all )): hahaha

please save me from PROJECTS!

2009-06-08T21:38:00.002+08:00

oh man~ it had been months that i didn't update my blog already.
hmmms.. Poly life is rather Average(Okay).
but i do miss volleyball, and secondary school classmates (:
every single day, there will sure be homeworks, tutorials. boring~ hahas!

about today, went back to secondary school, JYSS, for volleyball training :D
MAN~!! i really miss playing volleyball seh, ever since Poly schooling started.
not allowed to wear slippers in, so had to change my shoes before walking in.
first, i saw mr vanan talking on phone. hahas!
still manage to say HELLO to him (:
slowly walked in, Eileen and Stef were sitting in the canteen chit-chatting.
when i was about to walk up the stairs to the hall, saw MR NG!
luckily he said that i'm not as fat as when he saw me few weeks ago -__- haha!
few weeks ago i went back outside JYSS for volleyball BBQ discussion.
and he saw me while driving out from school, Mr Kim was with him.
i waved to him, he said i grew fatter ))): made me having the urge to loss my weight to 50KG.
after that, Rita Pohli Shumei came!
and my WeiLing overslept, so unable to make it.
BUT LUCKILY, we got 6 players :D so lucky uh :DDD so we seniors formed a group and compete with juniors lo.
sad that i have to be setter ): haha! but able to spike... 3-4 balls ;ppp happy enough for me.
i'm able to be spiker because Stef wasn't feeling well, so our rotation liked anyhow. haha!
did many stupid things, and funny things happened uh!
wahahaha!
the tiring part was that we're liked playing the match continuously.
we only got one group, but juniors there divided 3-4 groups.
not enough time for us to drink water, rest, ownselves spike.
it's really damn shiok ;D
i guess i should have lost at least 1-2 kg of weight bah :p
hope next week still can go back again ): because seniors that side many people can't make it man )):

so ya, now having holiday. need do projects, only 2 weeks holiday, ain't enough :/
after holiday will be a busy monthssss again ))):
BIG SIGH.

and i'm missing coach. happy she's coming back singapore, 1 month also never mind :D
we'll be having gatherings for all seniors man. :D can't wait

2009-04-30T18:34:00.002+08:00

i'm still not use to everything.
i'm moodless now,
i'm wordless,
i don't know what to do now,
i don't know what's in my mind,
my mind is blank,
i hate myself for being unable to make up decisions,
always liked to drag,
why's life so miserable,
can't life be enjoyable,
happy,
simple,
no stress,
suddenly i felt so tired,
exhausted,
what can i do?
end it just liked this?
isn't it too simple?
what am i suppose to do,
can anybody tell me.
i wish life with you would be simple,
plain,
just liked this,
but there's always problems,
small little problems,
that had been causing out things.
not i want, nor i purposely do it,
using mouth say, very simple,
asked to do, as easy as what it's said?
i don't know what i'm talking of, hell?
whenever sad, always think of him above,
how i wish, i can accompany you there.
you must be very lonely there.
homework, more, fill up the 100% of my mind please...

2009-04-03T16:08:00.002+08:00

Finally, I'm back from Hometown (:
actually, i really doesn't regret going back for 5-6 days.
i'm very happy, and enjoyed eating there :D
it's my HOBBY of eating when i reached hometown :P
one day, i can eat 5-6 meals -.-
liked hungry monster :X
whenever the food had digested in the stomach, i'll go for another food -.-
another thing is that, my passed away grandpa :(
i went with my families to a place, an hour destination, and was liked can talk to grandpa :(
thought of that, i'm really very very sad.
he's lonely there, he's very sick, he missed us, he couldn't bear living.
hearing every single words he said, they're all sadness.
if give me a special wish. please let my granda wake up back...
grandma was very lonely here too, she need his company at times.
regarding grandma, she really made me cried.
it's the very first time that she dripped tears because she couldn't bear me to leave her.
is liked...
i couldn't bear to leave her too. she's old, but she's somehow alone at home...
don't dare to think if she really leaves...
yes i know, face the fact, but i can't...

2009-03-24T14:26:00.002+08:00

i'm moodless now . . .
this saturday i'm going off to malaysia, for Qing Ming Jie :/
i only suggested to go back for 1-2 days.
Unfortunately, i'm totally not allowed to . . . SIGH!
Friday then i'll reach Singapore :/
Saturday will be Chalet day (: hope can play like crazy, and stay overnight.
wondering all people's faces got change or not :/ LOL :X

bless that i'll come back safely, and that the bus journey would be safe.
i've had those fear of taking long journey bus, somemore during midnight period :(
watching those bus accident news all that, i'm really scared.
that's why i would suggest to come back early.
sighhh...
during midnight, all passengers sleep. . .
(touchwood) got into accident, they just sleep and die, don't even know.
isn't that crucial :/
hope this saturday bus driver would drive safely and steady bah . . .

GoodBye

2009-03-19T00:30:00.002+08:00

15/03/2009 was my last day of work.
should i be happy or upset?
of course happy because no need to be so tiring.
but, no money to earn because of bad economy,
unable to keep on going out when free or have to sometimes reject friends' outings,
always being stayed at home :/
unable to go out exceeding 6-7pm...
there's always limits.
hope that she'll understand my feeling.
but i'll feel very sorry to people who will ask me out but i rejected, especially weide and friends.

but anyway, today went out to but my laptop stuffs,
just a day, i spent 100 over dollars.
pathetic. LOL.
but at least, i did enjoy myself (:
and went for a visit in funan shop, my past working place.
heard from them that yesterday our boss fired two person :/
that really shocked me.
not because of economy problem, but partly was because of attitude problem.
boss with a worker quarrelled -.-
another one didn't meet sales target for periods of time, then straight bye bye.
i felt relieved that we, three, left the company early.
if not would be drag on by the boss as not enough of workers after those being fired :/

anyway, that's all i can say.
bye

2009-03-06T20:37:00.002+08:00

FINALLY, now i've got enough time for me to settle down and rest.
after days of working, today is finally my off day.
every night after work, my energy goes all the way down to the end.
totally no battery and all i thought of is my BED!
i simply just want to lie down STRAIGHT!

yesterday, very happy to see MICHELLE AND XUELI FINALLY!
for months i haven't seen them :D
and it's so so so coincident that xueli with weide's brother same NY course.
hahas!
is really so so shocking. :D
and i've been chatting with them.
sadly, yesterday's sales for my that shop was so damn bad -.-
the lowest record man, $50.70 -.-
previously was $58plus.
i don't dare to go work tomorrow, feel like running away.
can't imagine my boss's reaction ):
SO SHIT MAN!!!!!!!!
DON'T WANT WORK TOMORROW -.-
ughhhhh~
going to push for tomorrow's sales man!
going to EAT UP ALL THE CUSTOMERS' MONEY!
must reach thousand plus man.

BLESS ME BAH!

2009-02-26T09:59:00.003+08:00

today is my OFF DAY! :D
happy that finally got a day to rest.
unfortunately, i received the TP package.
there's a LONG LONG LIST of things that i need to prepare within today.
oh my gosh~ -.-
no choice, would need PAMELA'S help already.
hopefully, i'll be able to rush out everything within today.
so that i don't need to worry much things anymore :/

in addition,
i won't be able to attend NANA's Chalet :(
feeeling abit uneasy, and so sorry for her.
hmmm...
there's no way that i can take off :/
so sorry.
and really happy birthday to you NANA!

2009-01-12T18:55:00.002+08:00

didn't go work today but went to school to get o'level result.
couldn't explain the feeling before i get my result.
when saw that i got 1 D grade, i shag diao...
hmmm.
couldn't take it.
but bit happy i got 17 luh, but still english fail.
sad luh...
if not everything will be very perfect seh -.-
but nevermind, at least able to get into poly i guess :/
and rather happy to see michelle they all (:
they came to my house to spray hair together. hahas.
all of us liked rushing luh :D
after everything met up with dar :D

tomorrow start back work again -.-
bored.

2009-01-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

so so so so so tired now -.-
had been working all awhile.
no time and damn lazy to blog.
hahas! i just want to SLEEP and PLAY!
but because of money, i force myself to work.
BUT, working ain't that bad actually ;D
because got dar and his brother and boss's children to accompany :DDD
time would pass fast yeah :/
had worked for a roadshow at Funan Mall there for SEVEN days.
imagine you'll have to stand continuously, the most only have an hour rest luh -.-
plus, boss would be there forcing us to promote and serve customer . . .
hahas! but nevermind luh i guess. when he's not in we'll play ;D
boss also quite good, would treat us heavy and expensive meals :D of course not always ((:
yesterday just started part time work for the same company luh at central mall.
worked from morning to night. and today too :p
for both days boss didn't come up to the shop to spot check ;p
so, today me, weide, his brother, we stayed in the same shop, when no customer we PLAY!
hahas, i didn't care much of the camera in the shop ;pppp
damn funny can -.-
took some lame photos too :X haha.

i shall end all here. tmr working for the same thing. BBORED THERE...

2008-12-21T17:24:00.002+08:00

OMG!
tomorrow will be working -.-
feeling so lazy to lift up my BUDDOCK!
hahas! :D

~byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2008-12-19T17:18:00.002+08:00

i left TWO more free days ):
for the whole of next week i'll be working (:
with dar and his brother, LOL!
no celebration of Christmas for us ~.~
hahas! but nevermmind luh. the most celebrate with customers -.-

nothing much to say.

hope you all like the presents :D

Merry Merry Christmas ;D

2008-12-11T13:04:00.002+08:00

2008 is coming to an end.

in november, i worked four days, 27th to 30th in PC Fair.
working with darling and his brother.
made a few new friends, and people (pervert) :X haha! UNCLE LEE ~.~
thought of him, my hair can stand!
dislike him, act one hardworking man. . .
but, NO NEED TO SEE HIM ANYMORE!
earned quite a lot of money on just four days :D
every after work, would go have SUPPER together with dar and his brother :)
HAPPY!

in December, worked for SEVEN days, 2th to 8th in EXPO, for Hush Puppies (children), this company.
life was bored there.
but the HEAD there look highly on me, as my wagon was very neat and tidy :D
that showed that i can be a good housewife :)))
i rejected MANY jobs from them.
1. i don't want to work during christmas as i want to celebrate :X
2. don't want to work on next year Jan as o'level result is out, not enough time :X
LOL! they'll get irritated by me man.
every single day, i'll hear 'CRUSH' this song, from 95.ooFM.
sometimes can be TWCE a day -.-
the song can be very nice also :D
almost every day, dar would come down to find me.
i would accompany him shop around for a short while, and time flies fast :D
there's two days that dar and his brother accompany me for lunch at food court.
however, i would have to rush as my lunch time could not be more than 45 minutes -.-
every day of work, i would go work with my aunt and cousin.
it was free transport to go work and home :D hahaha!
could help to save MONEY!
i don't know how much i will earn for this?
have to wait till next year Jan then i'll get to know :DD

i'm now waiting for 22th to 28th to work with dar and his brother again for the same company :)
unable to celebrate CHRISTMAS, but maybe after work then go CELEBRATE together :DD haha!
why i prefer working?
AS, i'll be able to see him almost TWENTY-FOUR HOURS PER DAY. haha!
this is the SACRIFICE man!

few days ago, i dreamt of my Grandpa :(
in the dream, he awaken from his death :/
his appearance was different from himself.
he looked VERY skinny (when he's very very fat with pregnant tummy), his leg became very slim kind, his face slimmed down also, with no more tummy.
he looked very pale and sick kind, sitting on a wheelchair somemore.
he seemed to be carrying an illness (cancer) to me, that's why it'll cause him to reduce his weight seriously.
i thought he's still alive, if he really could :( sigh. . .
a good person shouldn't be bullied.
he's so old already, yet when he's still alive, people don't treasure him.
is money really that important?
maybe, this is his fate. . .
if there's miracle, i wish he can come alive. . .

CHIRSTMAS!
i wish i could celebrate with you (:
-i love you

2008-12-01T13:43:00.003+08:00

SUDDENLY, i miss a lot of people :(
Au Yong Wei De, Chua Xue Li, Michelle Cheng, Sia Hui Li, Kow NaNa, Pamela Lee, 4E2 Guys, the VOLLEY BALL, Tan Xin Ren laopa, MALAYSIA, grandpa :( sigh. . .

next year, a lot of things will start to change.
chinese new year, no more grandpa's noise, but his soul only, which i doesn't want. . .
some thinga will still remain the same. . . the quarrels of our family during CNY. no peace, no happiness, might even lost some of my cousins. we're soon going to be enemy. being with them so many years, grow up together from young. i just HOPE, they won't see me as their enemy. i really want them.
is money really that important?
is money really that powerful to break up a happy family? yes, it is.
LOL!

i still couldn't accept his death. don't know why, i felt that he's still alive, now he's just in malaysia going on with his life. just that feel, just that. . .

miss my sisters. no more jokes, no more girls' talk, no more gathering? hahaha. . .

au yong wei de, next year might only have very little time to see each other :/ hopefully things won't change. scared.

yes, things will change. adapt to the new life of next year, 2009.

worked for 4 days in expo ;D also working with dar and his brother.
made a lot of new friends also.funny jokes, gossips, shout liked HELL for customers to buy our goods! just liked night MARKET! i love that atmosphere man! busying serving customers, stood for whole days long. whaoo~
after today, will be working in expo again. but me alone, also got my cousin and his mother. that will be bored for me. no choice. working from 2-8 december. after these, gonna PLAY! waiting for CHRISTMAS oh!!!!! how will it be like? how am i going to celebrate? hmmm. . .

i've got a feeling. it's seems negative. it seems, i'm short of something. a feeling of fear, no peace in my heart.
fear?
what's that feeling in my heart?
who can tell me?
i really don't know.
what is it? so that i can cover it up, making me peaceful :(

2008-11-15T18:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday, went out to fish with dar :DD
HAPPY because i CAUGHT AN EEL!
whooo~~
very very happy seh! nothing can replace that feeling.
and also, love casting out the fishing rod.
hopefully i won't throw out the whole fishing rod :/
then went for a walk with him.
went to the chalet for awhile also :X
then home.

went tout to find jobs today.
unfortunately, don't have any...
damn bored...
nevermind.

2008-11-13T16:57:00.001+08:00

my mum helped me to dye my hair.
SO NICE!
i like the colour.
;DDD
haven't found any job.
my next event i'm waiting for is prom night to arrive :DDD
i'm just wondering how it would go?? :/
((:

2008-11-12T14:51:00.002+08:00

i'm really bored like HELL!
i don't want to stay at home liked this.
i die at home, NO ONE WOULD KNOW!
i hope there's more events coming out for me. . .
seriously. . .

and i just don't exactly know what they're thinking of.
making me sick. . .
after exams already, still want treat me this way.
ENJOY WHAT!
rather not to have any holiday.
. . .
don't know should i be angry or sad?
I WANT TO GO OUT!
hopefully, i can find a job AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
go out work until myself tired, rather than staying at home and die off. . .

that's it...

2008-11-05T15:13:00.001+08:00

whoooo~
time pass fast man!
left tuesday last science paper, for just an hour exam, then will be THE END!
could believe it! wakakakaka!
after exam got many things to do. hahas.
uncountable. . .

2008-09-20T22:08:00.003+08:00

after today, seriously, honestly,
i'm going to push myself up to the top of the hill,
and STUDY STUDY STUDY!
i don't want to have a feeling of 'no preparation' stepping into the examination hall AGAIN!
before even step into the hall, to have CONFIDENT!
arghhh! ! i'm seriously trying to push myself hard man.
i'm still left with 1 month++ to the end of o'level.
seriously must CHIONG, hope it's not late for me.
i've planned for myself temporily on what to do, starting from tomorrow.
i HOPE, there's sufficiant time for me.
i'm really getting lazier, but i don't want to be dragged DOWN DOWN DOWN. . .
arghhhh~ someone must help me and push me continuously, push my buttock also can :X LOLs! joking. . .

guess, after today won't be blogging, or maybe yes? hahas!
gonna prepare my exams le ! wait to see man~

love you baby

2008-09-20T12:49:00.002+08:00

whaooo. . . my birthday was over.
but in deed, i was very happy and had a memorable birthday this year ;D
thanks for the presents from darling and pamela and chin siang.
&& the food cooked by huili (though she overslept) ;D
i'm seriously very happy.
however, it past just liked this.

p.s; dar, the photo album was really very special for me, and you had succeeded in giving me the surprise. thanks for your everything, and the cake and lunch ;D i enjoyed them. i simply love you loads! lastly, thank you.

p.s; thanks to the rest rest rest of the people who wished me happy birthday, and the PRESENTS from pamela ;D i love the volleyball man!! hahaha!

i'll never forget yesterday.
although there's some misunderstanding and unhappiness, i've never blame on him, regardless of what, and not blaming him on 'messing up' my day ;DDD i still had a great day man. and i still love him that very much no matter what. not because of what reasons to be with him . .

lastly, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU ! ! ! ~

2008-09-16T20:00:00.002+08:00

tomorrow will the last day of prelim, which is science practical.
UNFORTUNATELLY, our class is the first shift -.-
as pernormal come to school, BUT can be dismissed at 12plus!
that's it!
after prelims, results will be out ;(((
heard from huili that i failed my history. . . big sigh man. . .
i seriously don't wish to fail history.
i'm so afraid, do not know how many more subjects i will fail. . .

i'm happy that my birthday will be coming soon.
but don't know why, i don't feel any URGENCY OR EXCITEMENT?
hahahaha! but but, happy that i'll be celebrating with a GROUP of people.
and, i hope luh, it'll go on smooth, everyone will be happy, and pamela lee will be there too :)) last year, she's unable to celebrate with me.
my birthday is coming, means, O'level is here too. . . whaooo. . . happy or sad??
happy i guess. haha! can go out work!!! i WANT!
i don't bother whether is it hardship not, i didn't work outside before, but once luh.
hope, what i'm thinking of, imagining of, will come true man ): [working with my darling at popular]

and also happy that me and darling's anni coming!! ;DD
p.s; darling, don't be sad too, as we can still celebrate together on thursday ;D okay? "er ren shi jie la"

2008-09-14T14:24:00.002+08:00

finally, from monday to friday, i'd overcame my prelims.
however, i still left 3 days of prelim, which are okay to me :DD
so, i can relax relax a bit luh !!
i could feel my heart thrown away one heavy stone, still left one more, heaviest ever stone.
)): O'level.
i believe it'll pass away fast, with good results and no regrets.
i can't wait for that day to come man.

these days, i'm chiong'ing D&T too!
and i'm studying for my D&T too. i hope i won't fail my D&T theory, when i know i will.
i'll still try my best and still study for that subject.
i don't want to step into the hall with blanks inside my head :p

TODAY, LANTERN FESTIVAL!
don't know can go out celebrate or not :/
hmmm . . .
hope i can, but with less hope i guess.

i love you-

2008-09-04T10:47:00.002+08:00

tuesday; studied together with my Pamela!
however, i didn't really study much as i don't have the MOOD!
ended up, we were there chit-chatting. LOL!
and for me, i was listening to Radio 92.4 channel. know why?
BECAUSE N'level listening comprehensions for english and chinese were there ;D
same for O'level too!
at 2.15pm, i companied Pamela to look for SOMETHING. hahas.
after that, i went to find darling outside school ((:

wednesday; whole day me and darling were liked EATING AND EATING AND EATING.
we spent, in total of $20+ on FOOD! -.-
pathetic right? LOL!

today, i'm not going out.
intend to study whole day at home :D i'm so guai.
tomorrow will be going for VOLLEYBALL TRAINING!
wee~

2008-09-03T19:20:00.010+08:00

TEACHERS' DAY !

CHOONG HAN, still so guai. reading book.

HUI LI. giving funny face :p

CAKES FOR Mrs Shankar and Mdm Li

MRS SHANKAR

THE 4E2'sss

ME AND MICHELLE CHENG

AND HUI LI

AND THE CHINATOWN GUYSSS WITH MDM LI

WITH DEBBBBB

CUTTING CAKES

hahas! this no need to illustrate ;DD my DARLING!

MICHELLE WITH JERVYN

ME WITH JERVYN POH

AND WITH JUNIOR TAN (same same surname ;D )

WITH SAM TEO -.- that kind of face :p

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY !
some photos with diana and xueli ;D with them one ;DD

2008-08-29T21:34:00.000+08:00

since weeks i'm blogging now.
recently, nothing much stuffs happened around me ;DD
on sunday, went to harbour front, for amos's . . . (don't know how to say)
we played games under block, when it was raining.
it was FUN! i enjoyed! for being forfit :XX LOL!
after that, we walked to the safra, PLAYED POOL!
first set, i got 3 STRIKES! cool right!! won Samson :pp
however, 2nd set i did very badly.
after all, celebrated jervyn's belated birthday there.
his present was a sexy man panti! hahas!
he took minutes to open up his present, all thanks to amos. LOL!
after everything, i went home with my darling first :DD

today, is a Teachers' Day!!
had big breakfast together in class, photos and photos and photos. . .
watched the basketball match against teachers. LOL! funny luh.
at the same time, support sam they all. hahas!
something . . . happened to Junior. shall not mention.
as for the concerts, acceptable, for some only.
i ran up the hall and D&T workshop for 2 times -.- tired seh.
after everything, intended to watch movie 'no money 2', but don't suit my timing. thus, went for lunch in the food court. intend to go archade, but half U also not allowed. . . damn. . .
on the way home, darling thought of a Brilliant Idea! go Safra okay POOL or BOWLING! at first, all no space. then intend to wait. saw rita, hanchun, etc etc ! hahas. we're just beside their bowling lane. ;DDD
after that went home.

2008-08-11T11:27:00.003+08:00

since how long i blog now ~.~
getting lazier to blog recently.
my time are spent on studying, watching tv, korea drama, doing homework :DD
and FINALLY, went out to watch movie with my darling on friday ;DDD
watched 'The Mummy', and was a nice show! i ddin't regret.
and also, that was the 2nd movie we watched together since 1year6months :XX
ya, sound a bit unbelievable ;D
on saturday, my aunt for NDP tickets for free. i went with her ;DD
was rather HIGH there. i don't know why. and beautiful fireworks !
and i didn't go for tuition, as there was no time for me anyway.
when going back home, DAMN CRAMP at the citylink ! arghhh ! irritated man !so packed, liked the SOLID PARTICLES :ppp i'm so 'chemistry' !
and what i said was true anywhere.
while waiting for the train to be here, all the people were standing at the side, behind the yellow lines. HOWEVER, got an aunty just walked straight to the middle, which was blocking people's way out of the train ! very . . . (gia su) . . .
when i reached bedok interchange, i walked damn fast to the coffee shop for my dinner, CURRY VEGE WITH RICE !i'm addicted to the curry already !!!my poor aunt, had to look at me eating, because she didn't want to eat that . . .
and back home.
on sunday, i'm very guai, stayed at home, went for tuition, and that's all ! ;DD
today, going to study with darling later on. morning, went out with my brother for prawn noodles !!
, actually i felt very happy and fortunate for being able to feed myself well, and eat any food which i LOVE ! thia is what i told my aunt and darling ;DD wahaha ! the feeling is totally different, when you're tempting for THAT FOOD !!!

PRELIM is coming soon ! ;(((( BIGGEST SIGH ...

2008-07-25T18:33:00.002+08:00

yesterday ;
the returned of our maths paper. though quite disappointed with my marks, but satisfied :D
and Sam won me ;( but i believe, the next test i'll do better !
had english remedial. Mr Vanan went through with us on Oral :DD
somehow, i started to love reading ? and while studying, reading out aloud makes me understand well.

today;
get my HOODY !! i am HAPPY !! wahahaha !! though rather big for me, but comfortable.
didn't study much on history test :X thus don't really know what to write for the test. guess i would have to take a retest. i read through for history test, is this consider as studying ? LOL !
during PE was FUN ! played volleyball match with girls and boys. yeah, i sweat a lot. and since many weeks or months i sweat till that MUCH !the feeling is GREATTTT. helps in releasing my stress.
went for chemistry and physics remedial. ( i'm used to it already. i don't like to request much from you all. )
&& Mr. Chew cheated our feelings. we had physics test ;(( but i left classroom with samson first as we finished ;ppp
went for D&T for minutes. :XX wahahaha ! liked this i'm also happyyyyy. but i did did my stuffs there.
then went home with darlingggg . . .

prelim and O'level are really reaching near ! i'm really scared, i'm not prepared ;(((
sighhhh. . .
i even planned the timetable for myself, however, i don't have the mood to motivate myself to go study . . .
i'm not at all prepared for the examssss. . . no motivation, no one force me to study .
i'm really afraid. thinking of what would happen to me when i get my results back ?what would my life turns out to be ? so many thinkings, how to settle down to study ? no confidence at all ?!

though i don't always gather with you all, but there's still love with you all in my heart. i still can feel, we're fading away ? i can't do anything, as i find myself no rights to. sad in seeing all these. you all seems to put *** first. things seem to change. you all might be happy now because . . . for don't know what reason, i don't feel happy ? not because i'm racies. but all i can say is, bless you all well !

2008-07-23T17:01:00.002+08:00

sunday;
of course, went to xueli they all the church there :))
i just love the high spirit there, honestly speaking.
they were liked jumping very hardly and dance up.
so yeah. :D
had dinner with the guys too, and darling .
and we went home at 6+.

monday;
received a beetle chocolate from Mr Alsagof and Mr Tan, with a small note :D
so HAPPY !
and for whatever reason, our history teacher was in GREAT mood !
happy chatting and joking with her :DD and she concerned for us too ~
had history remedial too.
didn't go for D&T as not much time left.
and my huili was absent from school .

tuesday;
got chemistry and physics practical -.- LOL ! rather tired but fun .
after school, i went for maths remedial while the rest went home or did D&T .
then went home with darling .
nothing much annymore ?
:DD

wednesday;
today is racial harmony :))
the performances were quite interesting, and for some only .
darling has N'level chinese oral :))
i waited for him at the canteen for some minutes and hours.
seldom i can do this :D
and went for lunch and homeeeeee . . ..

prelim will be here soon :(((( SCARED !

2008-07-19T11:27:00.002+08:00

thursday;
was really happy that i got 49/50 for my maths test :D
a bit wasted, if not would get full marks.
just because i'd got inaccurate answer :( wahaha !
and ROGER, answer all gave in 3.s.f, still got correct -.- stupid seh .
okay, i'm pleased with my marks.
mis ng also somehow revsing through new topic. discussing answer with sam.
taught some of them too.
during english, we're practising english oral :DD
really happy partnering with Peiling.
and we started to talk about our BGR. me and her, had the same situation. and i guess, she's the one who knew how she and i felt of all those.
somehow, although told her some of myy sadness, i still felt better.
LOL !!
and i went for D&T :DD

friday;
english oral again.
finished watching the show amos brought for our class to watch during chinese lesson. damn funny ! happy watching :D
for history, we had debating ~.~ scary seh.
after PE, amos lost his wallet. so careless of him.
during PE, i hurt someone again ;( no comments on myself anymore. am i a jinx?
chemistry lesson, huili not attending as something on at home.
after chemistry, met up with him.
played soccer with the guys for a short while inside PAroom :DD at least i made a goal !! :DDDD

our prelim is round the corner. hope hope hope . . .

i rather stay unknown of all those. i don't wish to visit their blogs. making me J only. i've no rights to say anything.

and hope my family problems will went well. sigh . . .
how i wished all these are not the truth. .
i really don't wish to lose them . . . biggest SIGH .

2008-07-13T16:26:00.002+08:00

since how long i blog now ? hahas !
i'm getting lazier to blog, and my daily life in school was similer, no difference.
thus, i've got nothing else to blog :D
tuesday will be o'level listening comprehention .
though it seems simple and easy to pass, but i'm still afraid and nervous X.x
hope can go on smoothly , and try my best to get full marks ? :DDD

i just finished reading a link (blog) , from chin siang's blog .
after reading , i really felt pitiful for the girl .
that was really a very harsh truth for her to accept .
and i guess, her feelings towards the truth is undescribable . . .
i don't dare to think if that thing happened on me . .
it's really very difficult for a person to accept the death of his/her boy/girlfriend.
i could see the happy memories they've gone through together .
and they're a sweet couple , unfortunately, she wouldn't predict that that would happen on her .
isn't this unfair to her and her boyfriend ?
hmmm . . .
seperating a couple within just a second, without giving any clues that the guy is leaving .
hmmmm . . .
that was just toooooooo bad . .

please treasure the people around you, regardless of your family , boy/girlfriend , friends , etc !

darling , i love you (:

2008-07-02T18:10:00.002+08:00

last few days, nothing much happened :DD which was a goodddddd sign ~
but, unfortunately, had some disagreements with my darling though ((:
but still, everything went on smoothly ~
had night studies with diana, junior, and also darling for the past few days.

today, miss zaleha told me that i passed my chemical analysis test !
whooo ~ i thought i would fail, as there're some i don't know the answer, though i did study for the test !
but, i guess i won't be able to pass my chemistry mock. hmmm ~ shall wait to see.

my dnt product, finally can start ! wee~ i'm really happy okay !!! ya, i'm quite slow among all already. hope there's enough time for me to buck up !!

and nothing much. . .

2008-06-28T17:19:00.002+08:00

my chinese o'level oral is on monday, so SCARYYYY ! !
and, no comments. shall wait for the day to arrive.

during PE lesson yesterday, i accidentally hit xueli's finger when playing badminton.
. i just couldn't describe my feelings at that point of time.
feeling so guilty, seeing her tears roll down. ):
just hope her finger will recover as soon as possible.
take care xueli, and the rest.

there'll be chemistry test on monday ):
still got oral, hope can cope well soon ...

volleyball tee are done, and they're with me :D quite nice design,
simple and nice :DD

darling had finished his 5 days course at ITE :DDD
he'll be back to school on monday to accompany me ! wee ~
p.s; maybe there're many misunderstanding between us for these few days.
i'm happy that you told me your heart, and made me see through what you're feeling and thinking of.ya, i'm scared after knowing the truth, but all is i did out.so, i shouldn't be the one getting the sympathy, but you. hmmm, dont know what else to be done and say (: so yeah. take good care of yourself. and i didn't don't love you or care about. as long as i'm still your girlfriend, i'll do my part. though these doesn't satisfy you, but sorry to tell you that i'm liked this.

for my studies, i HAVE HAVE HAVE to get good results, less than 17 for my o'level !! hmmmm, seem difficult for me, but CONFIDENT ! please, tempt me to STUDY MORE ! arghhhh . . . i dont want to fall behind at this point of time ! NO WAY !
same to darling and all the rest ! MUST !

maybe the problem lies on me,

maybe . . .

2008-06-26T17:17:00.003+08:00

okay, these days, for a week, darling wasn't in school.
as 3T and 4T went for ite courses (: all the way until 4pm. LOL !
so yeah, after school would always go find darling.
that's all.
chemistry, quite okay. not very sure i'll pass or not.
english mock, i got 36/60. passed, but not as good .

and, my laopa, hair cut botak by the school, as he got caught by teacher.
haas !!
ya, i'm so bad, laughing at him :X and he's going to disown me )):
and today, junior, jonas, jeremy, jervyn, and choonkiat's hair got caught by mr ang during our chinese 'lesson'. LOL !
jeremy jervyn and junior's hair, cut botak too ! whoooo~ :X

today's school day, nothing much.
seating arrangement changed. hmmm...
i'm sitting with huili presently, i'll miss Diana :DD
and, until now, i still find that using this method to solve, still no use. but it'll only get worst.
that's all. we can only obey. so yeah, will work well with my huili. :D
and of course, to prevent things getting worst, me and huili got some agreements between us :ppp
after school, went to nearby with thr girls, to buy things. ((:

and, good luck for my o'level oral on monday !! SCARYYYY but must relax a bit.

what else can be done,

it's already been done.

have to depend on you already.

2008-06-22T20:12:00.002+08:00

tomorrow school re-opens, new timetable,
new class seating arrangement ;(
morning, darling will be sending me to school, then he'll be leaving.
as 3T and 4T students will be having course in ITE, either simei or ang mo kio.
5 days course ! equals to 1 week ;((
so yeah, no darling in school, but only able to see him in the morning.
they'll be ending at 5 pm ;((( LOL ! so late yeah.
will miss darling loads !

i've planned and think through,
to chiong my D&T product during these 5 days, maybe without darling, i'll be able to concentrate more !?
after school, go chiong, go home late :( sounds tiring, but maybe worth :D
then the remaining days, can accompany him more i guess.

SO, shall be seeing the SISTERS, FRIENDS tomorrow.
wondering Diana and Michelle's face changes not ? hahahas !
and the rest of the people.
sure there'll be some people changed after 1 month holiday not seeing them :pp

2008-06-20T14:16:00.002+08:00

pamm ;

me :D

the two fishing rods. LOL ! right hand side one is weide's, left hand side one is his kor's.

sharon & shujun ;

SITI !

jiayan ; LOL

2008-06-20T14:05:00.004+08:00

yesterday,
took bus to darling's house bus-stop to meet up with him and his older brother.
they'd intended to go fishing at pasir ris too :)
helped darling to top-up his ez-link at pasir ris inter, long queue ~
walked to the beach, near volleyball BBQ pit.
i'm the first to reach ! but far too early.
watched them fishing. LOL ! whole day no fish. sad.
caused darling's fishing rod to tangled seriously :(( when i wanted to throw out.
caused him to spend more time to untangle :( sorry !!
while fishing, got an old china uncle and his daughter. they were liked asking about the fishing , especially the uncle :))
anyway, felt fortunante to treat darling water :DD but also his brother and zhanyi :))
at night, passed darling some of our bbq food, as almost whole day they've even eaten !?! so yeah :DD i'm not cruel.
i bacame the 'butter girl' :D LOL ! ate lots of CHICKEN WINGS ! kept asking them to cook and cook and cook ...
and finally, 8+pm, huiLi came ! hehehe ! but i've got to go too. so yeah.
darling accompanied me took bus 17 home, and he went home. zhanyi and weiliang took bus 21.

took some photos only. :X thought i brought my camera there -.- LOL ! all i did is EAT ! as many people didn't go for the bbq, so left quite some food :DDD

volleyball shirts are finally settled ! wee~

2008-06-18T15:50:00.004+08:00

firstly, Happy one year five months Anniversary, Darling !

about yesterday, finally went for D&T :))
however, Diana didn't go, because of some reason, so yeah, sad. didn't get to see her.
in the morning, met up with darling for breakfast at his mum's working place.
then long bang me to samson's house block downstairs to lend D&T apron from him.
then bought a drink and off to school.
reached D&T workshop, saw huili only, also the rest such as Roger.
after awhile longer, xueli came too.
i didn't do practical work, so apron ain't used.
Mr. Ng came too, with his wife.
bla bla bla~ still unable to start my end product. BIG SIGH ! ;(((
at 12pm, went out to 824 to have lunch with the 2 girls.
then walked back to school.
i left there at 2pm, talked to Mr. Ng too about my stuffs.
left and met up with darling.
i went home, same with him. put my stuffs and off to TM with dar again.
shopped and to toys R us :))
then home again. LOL. what a cycle.

today, sad not going zoo ?! but neverming, find other chance.
met up with darling at 11+ am, to big bookshop for glue and to KFC for lunch.
Buddy meal :D
did my dnt stuffs, chit chatted too, and off to take bus to inter-change to meet pamm for volleyball stuffs.
then darling went home.
walked to the T-shirt shop with pamela, Rita came too.
discussed discussed with the boos :DD and came out with the price of the shirt, $18 :DDD
wahahaha! hope i've got the money. hmmmm.
i'm seriously in bankruptcy, and between, recalled what xueli told me and huili.
Dont keep telling / saying yourself negative things, if not it'll really turn out bad.
SO, i should say, I'm Rich ! LOL.
after everthing and home~

tomorrow, have volleyball BBQ, and fishing with darling and his kor (: LOL.
' yi ju liang de' ! woots~ should i go for dnt in the morning ? hmmms...

&& i'm really getting lazier to count our anniversary in year and months. ! hahahaasss.. i would always forget how many months. maybe one day i'll stop :X so darling, you'll understand right? hahas ! of course, it's positive, not negetive :p

and, heard a bad news from my mum this morning. is that my gong gong's older brother, who was 80+ years old, passed away few days ago or maybe yesterday ? not very sure. it's really so sad. my mum said maybe it's because he can't let go my gong gong, liked she bu de. hmmmsss.. sad... this is really too fast and sudden.

no one will predict when you'll end,

so for every seconds, get prepared.

do whatever you wish to do now,

and not later.

as you really wouldn't know.

say or do things you wish to , not later.

don't regret.

ah ye, you're unforgettable !

and i love you !

i hope i'll have a chance to tell you personally,

right in front of you, that

i love you

wo ai ni

2008-06-16T17:58:00.002+08:00

mum they all were back from malaysia.
heard different kinds on stories relating my grandpa,
which was a good sign :DD miss him, thats all.
went to meet up with darling to school, he longbang me.
outside school, was Siti they all, passed them the money.
waited for siahuili out :D LOL! passed us the present, and THANKS huili !
to KFC to do some of my dnt work. had lunch and to the bus-stop.
saw his cousin on bus :)) and home.

memories of you are forgettable.

2008-06-15T22:00:00.002+08:00

these days, no one controlling my life, yes it sounds good.
as at home, there're no other people except me alone at home, from day to night.
father and cousin went out to work, mother aunt and brother still in malaysia.
alone at home, the peace and silence in my house, were scary.
without them, seems weird.
i'm used to them, their noisy damn noisy voice. LOL!
but today will be the last night me being alone as,
my brother mother and aunt coming back, and reached by Tomorrow :D

* would you prefer to have more freedom, with no one care you, you alone living in a house?
or normal life, noisy life etc? haas. with some freedom, not totally dont have, but less the above?
-(i prefer the second one)

friday, stayed at home and did some houseworks as my house was DUSTY. okay, i cant take it with that. so mop, sweep, wash, and etcccccccccccc. then then, went to meet darling :D okay, first to see him of course, if not he'll gonna be sad :DD saw siahuili and chua xueli too :DD wahahaha! quite fated yeahh. at least got to see them. and after TM, i'm home~

saturday, considered 'dating' with darling. early morning have maths tuition, we had test for 2plus hours. met up with darling. off to TM for Ajisen. long queue at golden village, so don't intend to watch movie. SO, went to archade played initial-D !! spent total of $6 on that, $2 on the paper card. played and ate till both of us became pok -.- no coice. haas! then home~ at night, cousin requested me to chat with darling, as she herself was chatting too. forced me not to fall asleep -.- when i'm tired. chatted before sleep. but i'm happy :D

sunday, at home, went out with darling for breakfast, forced down to eat the cake darling left for me, and home.

mum they all reaching soon :D cousin gone home. tonight i'll be alone sleeping :(( abit scared. luckily didn't watch incredible tales yet.

your gentle smile,

was the last smile i seen from you.

the last sight of you,

will not be forgotten.

your photos,

i'll keep them properly.

2008-06-13T17:31:00.003+08:00

finally, back from malaysia.
during those few days there, there were sorrows and happiness.
all i could say were all these.
heard from weird things happening at midnight.
maybe it was really grandpa back home :DDD
maybe it's my imagination or it's true that grandpa was looking at us, somehow sending us off to singapore. believe it? i believe its really him looking at me.
whenever we were going to leave malaysia, he would be the first one to send us off :((( sighhhh..
experienced the tradition of funeral.
able to see grandpa pass away with a smile, i'm really glad.
i believed he's resting in peace now, no more painfulness and sorrows or what for him.

however, i still don't used to it when he was not around.
i still cant bear without him.
can i want him back?
hmmmm, nevermind. i'm just thinking too much and talking crapsss...
he would always be up there looking at us, i hope so.
and always be my grandma side, protecting her.
and all i know is, i still can't face the fact of he lying in thr coffin.
all seems to be a dream to me, and how i wish it's really a dream.
wake up from the nightmare, and everything is fine and normal...

i cant face the truth,

i want you back.

i miss you so much now!

no one can understand my feelings now.

i wish to be alone and peace...

2008-06-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday To AYWD !!

darling, you're 16 :pp old liao wor. wahahaha!! ya, i a bit early post up this, as tomorrow i can't. so yeah, you'll understand.

LOVEs

2008-06-09T14:32:00.003+08:00

going back to malaysia tonight. ya, it sound sudden, but unfortunate ...
not very sure when coming back, so yeah..

p.s ; darling, i really have to apologised to you that i can't celebrate your birthday, which is one year once only. of course i'll feel sad and guilty, although my reason for not able to celebrate with you is acceptable. but i feel pleased that at least i'm able to do the birthday card and buy a cake for you in time :DD paiseh, the cake had to be smaller. but enough for your family to eat can le (: when i'm not in singapore, or not beside you, unable to contact with you, or maybe i'll try to, PLEASE take good care of your own health, body, knee-cap ! and wait for me to be back yeah ? i don't want to hear anymore bad news from you or anyone else ! so bear in mind this !! have a proper and healthy meal. i'm sorry that i've to leave now, when you're still ill. regardless what, I Love You Darling !! waiting ...

p.s; grandpa, the bad news just came out so sudden. why can't you wait a little longer ? at least to see the letter i wanted to send to you, wanting you to take care of your health and get healthier ?? maybe, you think that going up will make you feel peace, rather than this harsh world ? i can understand your feelings. i'll never forget the childhood time being with you, when you'll always bring me to the beach to swim and play. you're dote on me, i'll always keep inside my heart. and i'll never forget you. even though i'm not that close with you, and you dote me the most among all, i still love you ! and you're still my grandpa !! all of sudden, i just miss hugging your big big stomach. missing your loud voice, as you're a bit deaf. im really used to them .. really miss seeing you. really hope you can come back...

p.s; sisters, i'm not very sure that i'm able to make it to go to the zoo with you all. i'm really sorry ! mostly can, buut really not sure. so ya, take care girls ! love you all !

it just happened too sudden,

when i thought that you'll able to make it,

although you're in the hospital.

i miss you so much now..

2008-06-08T21:38:00.002+08:00

yesterday, went to find pamm for some coloured pens, then with darling had lunch at her house downstairs de coffee shop :DD
then took bus to tuition there.
after that, early dismissed. walked home. to bedok interchange, waiting for my cousin -.-
trained to bugis to meet up with aunt.
to bugis, V8 / 8V cafe. wee~ HUNGRY !
then shoped for a period of time and home.

today nothing much. stayed at home and tuition.
mama and brother gone to malaysia. though peace but uneasy yeahs..

2008-06-06T19:00:00.003+08:00

on wednesday, sent junior and huili off :DD
junior looked quite 'she bu de'. haas.
we tooked photos together too :DD
left there at 11pm and home with darling xDD
p.s; i lose control :X

on thursday, stayed at home the whole day.

today, go to school for volleyball 'training'. LOL! with pamela only :X
but, we play match with them too :D with the coach too. hahahas !
play till 3plus and i leave school, to find darling :D
then to bluesea for a drink and home.

waiting for siahuili to be back, and junior and everyone !
waiting for darling's birthday to arrive, 10 june 2008 !
waiting for the celebration of his, 11 june 2008 !
waiting for the zoo travelling :DD !
waiting for volleyball bbq ! invited to all Sec 4s !!

2008-06-04T18:29:00.004+08:00

was late for lesson today :XXX darling longbang me to school :D
reached school at 8.50am liked that. the class was still having lesson, so i stood outside waiting for physics lesson to end.
then not long, being seen by Mr. Chew -.- haas. he said that he wanted to minus 5marks from my physics mock result. and also, not only me alone late, Fareha and Khairi too. wahahaha. we were liked standing, not letting teacher to see us.
diana was alone ): poor thing. not long, xueli arrived. during recess, michelle arrived, but diana went home as she got something on.
history; had our test. not bad :D did some work too. we were liked joking with teacher kind :D haas. i just find her face pale. i think it's because she didn't put make-up, as in lip-stick.
e.maths; had lesson in AVA room. we, three girls, didn't do our work actually. were there chit-chatting. miss ng gave us tibits too :DD then solved some difficult questions of maths, which teacher gave us. wahahaha! i loved solving maths questions :DDD
went down to the canteen for PIZZA, treated by mr chew !! etc,
i ate one pizza, and off i left school to find my darling.
we took bus 69 to tampines inter. went there to have lunch, played awhile of archade, and off we went back to school.
i went for RELC. there were only me, huipeng, and her friend. not long, Roger came too :D
after an hour passed, 5N1 students joined us too, as their teacher forgotten the day to come. LOL !! half way through, got some quarrels between a student and our teacher -.- after that amos and jervyn came, followed by samson too. had our break, i called darling for chats :DDD and back to lesson. did editing in our composition and survey and home :)
i'm quite she bu de :XX dont know why?! and teacher looked sad?? hahaha! cute bodoh.
left school to find darling and home :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD !! on bus saw zhanyi and natasha.

huili and junior going off to japan trip. all the best to them, and also to people who're going too :DD must safely come back !! shall wait for my HUILI to be BACK !

&& i think i passed my physics too ?! it goes liked this, 12+21.5+12= 45.5 / 85 .

just hope you understand my feelings,

yes, i'll understand you more too.

i don't wish these to happen too.

so yeah ..

regardless,

i Love You :D

2008-06-02T11:40:00.007+08:00

Here are the photos :DD

2008-06-02T11:31:00.003+08:00

YESTERDAY

after my english tuition, went home to put my stuffs, and left house.
went to meet up with darling to PAsir Ris, for michelle's and gerald's birthday bbq.
but, before that, went to have our lunch in White Sand.
also played archade and spent a bit of money on there, and to the food court.
shopped around :DD and took bus to pasir ris beach.
slowly walked there, feeling so sweet :X
saw gerald, jonas and darrick there only :/ LOL! maybe we're still early?
played with the throwing stone into the beach. AND, i'm still learning the skill of throwing the stone into the beach, which could make the stone 'travel' on water. GOSH!
meanwhile, michelle and pamela arrived, and more people came.
set up etc etc. and darling was busy cooking there :((
BUT NEVERMIND, played with the girls and took lots of photos :DDDD
diana, xueli and shihui were screaming when the cats/cat came nearer. HAHA!
same to me anyway :X
chatted with them etc too :)
until 9.30pm, left the bbq pit and homed :D
on bus, chatted and talked with darling on things which i'd never mentioned to anyone before :X whoo~ things which were 'very bad' kind. hahaha! feeling good anyway. and he sent me home :))

2008-06-02T11:21:00.003+08:00

back from school :X
went to school for 2 lessons, which were maths and SS. LOL!
because my stomach wasn't alright.
think it was because of yesterday's food, and also it haven't come out from my body, think that's why it's my stomach unwell.
the girls didn't go to school, only me. mostly they're sick bah.
not very sure.
during maths, i was liked kept fan'ning Roger, as i didn't study for my history test :((
i kept saying, 'i'm so scared..!!', and etc. haas!
i know i'm very noisy.
however, during SS i studied for 4 factors :/ think i could take it for the test.
but but but... not feeling well :(( SAD BODOH!
and i failed my SS test :'( will work hard other time :)
during recess, darling accompanied home, as he's lesson was over too :))
and here i am blogging :D

darling's birthday coming, which is the day the japan trip people coming back.
but also the day they leaving singapore :)
Bless them, 'yi lu shun feng' :DDD and ENJOY!

&& my aunt treating me Pasta at Bugis next week, which is also the day of darling's birthday :/ i'm going to be busy on that day! wahahaha!

2008-05-31T20:53:00.004+08:00

nothing much about today.
noon time, went out to tm for a shop with my brother.
then to archade to play short while, and home etc.
then to tuition and home.
late dismissed because we were given test.

not the right feeling, which i've been thinking of.

nothing..

it is true of what he told me?

2008-05-30T19:20:00.002+08:00

i was alone attending the maths lesson (: haas.
the rest of the girls were either sick or late. hahaha!
but anyway, i didn't mind. so no worries girls.
history; only3 from 4E2 && 4 from 4E1. hahaha! wasn't that a 'big' group :p
we're liked doing our work. when mdm lee went off fro short while, we were there chatting and laughing. wahaha! and also, we were being squeezed to a small corner, as all the spaces were occupied by other 2 classes. but i prefer this :DD
break; stayed in class with darling (:
chemistry; went to chemistry lab :D almost all experimants relating with FIRE !
physics; did our work, etc.
&&& FINALLY, SIA HUI LI CAME ! at first she said that during break she'll be coming. ended up after all lessons then came. haas.

went to 824 for lunch (: and back to school. intended to play volleyball, as i left 15 more minutes to the RELC. but, i was so scared of the coach :XX ended up, didn't play. but but, booked PAMELA LEE next tuesday to play for half an hour :ppp then i'm off to RELC. there were only huili and me (: i enjoyed the course the most today, as it was on reports, which i was able to understand. :XXX i guessed i'm wasting money.
after everything, and home (:

p.s; i don't care you diao or staring at me, just don't want you to get overboard. maybe this might be a misunderstanding towards you. maybe, it's just a normal person using their eyes to look at people. i don't ji jiao with you. but, the way you see people, please be more polite. don't think you're 'da mei ren' (when i dont think so), then you can do anything that you want. we're all human, same to you. SO, i don't find you special at all ! please have some of your limit. if i really misunderstand you, i'm sorry. i'll apologise. but i don't wish you'll go do 'evil' things. THANK YOU!

p.s; with your existence, it doesn't make me hate you. however, it make me feel so useless. i'm just feeling more guilty if the girls still bother and care for me. i dont know what i'm thinking of. but ... don't know how to say. i'm just imagining, if she exchanged the position with me, what will the outcome turn out to be? turns good or bad? hmmms.. okay then. sometimes i was recalling back to the past, how did we became sisters? how we got closer? how our relationships get deeper? they became part of our memories :)) which was a good sign. by means, thank you girls :D

p.s; darling, hope that day by day, we'll know the importance of our relationship. not quarrelling easily over small matters, which we're solving it slowly. :))) no matter what, i'll spend my time waiting for you, waiting for you. hope the incident that i've been wishing for will come true. but for NOW, i just want to stand-by for your birthday celebration, so that it'll go on smoothly as what i think. hope to give you another memorable 2nd year birthday :D if it turns our to be a failure, i don't know how sad i'll be :X hahaha! but no matter what, i'll try my best :pp i love you darling! i'm waiting~

because of our deep relationships,

that's why we'll quarrel easily.

same to all people.

so, think positively, when it's true.

so don't be sad when you quarrel with people.

2008-05-29T16:33:00.002+08:00

have maths for first period, in the library 2nd level.
xueli, michelle, and nana are absent from school, so left me and huili :)
during physics, sit beside huili.
break, find darling.
english and SS, as pernormal. nothing much.
we don't intend to go for RELC.
with darling etc.
and home.

2008-05-28T19:10:00.002+08:00

yesterday;
had lessons from 8am-12.30pm. in between, there was a break for us, of course.
Amos they all bullies me ): all pangseh me, left me alone sitting at the whole row -.-
haas. luckily, nana was here in time :p
nothing much anyway.
after that, went out to have lunch with darling.
and back to school for RELC (if i'm not wrong) .
from 2pm-5pm -.- YAWNS*! was rather boring,
but luckily, there were activities for us.
and darling sent me home :D

today;
first lesson, which is physics, is a free period for us :D
as mr chew teaches the 3e3 class, rather than us ):
during break, go out with huili and xueli to ntuc to buy some snacks :))
off to history lesson, thinking that teacher won't be coming as she says that wanted a break, but ended up coming. LOL.
my maths get 51/100. ermmmm. at first, i'm rather angry of my marks.
as it's not what i expected. but anyway, nevermind. quite a number of mistakes.
next time do better will do (:

then go out for a bit of food with darling. then walk around.
and back to school for RELC ): same time. sad. tired!!
and home after that.

p.s; don't be a bitch PLEASE! dont let me hate you... don't like that.

just loving talking with you on our past.

they just sound so romantic.

:DD

2008-05-26T14:45:00.003+08:00

&& FINALLY, our mother tongue O'level has passed!! whooo~
should celebrate :X not really actually.

yesterday night, just couldn't fall asleep.
might be nervous bah.
but unfortunately, i dreamt of me being late for my chinese o'level -.-
is liked, why so accurate that i dreamt of that just before my exam?
slept for less than 7 hours, when teacher asked us to sleep for 8 hours ((:
wake up at 5+am -.- wait for the bathroom for half an hour.
imagine the person bathe inside for half an hour, i'm just thinking what he/she is doing inside?
finally, my turn to bathe. when i take for 5-10 minutes bathing only.
then off to meet up with darling, saw sam too :)
we walk to mama shop buy drinks.
reach school, study half way, stomachache -.- arghhhh~
nana very funny la, forgotten to bring the comfirmation slip. xueli accompany her home. LOL.
suddenly, i couldn't find my chinese dictionary. darling go back to the mama shop to check. luckily it's over there :DD
we're like damn nervous. somemore it's the first time. whooo...
at the beginning, my chinese handwriting is liked so terrible, i'm so stiff. im nervous! LOL. after that, slowly, get used to it :))
paper 1 quite acceptable :D hope i'll pass with flying colours~
xueli's and huili's electronic dictionary no battery half way through the paper. haas.
i just find that, suddenly so many suey things happened, including me -.-
paper 2, quite okay too. HOPE I CAN PASS WITH FYLING COLOURS! ((((:
after everythng, HAPPY! return the girls valuables, me and darling go to kfc opposite coffee shop to have lunch, Hokkien Mee, he eats char kuey teow. quite delicious actually.
after everything, darling send me home :))

whoooo~ this coming Sunday, my nu'er and Gerald's bbq. finally can enjoy man.

starting from tomorrow, will be normal lessons in school for all sec 4s :)) at least i'm quite glad. this is the period where we should buck up with any of our weak subjects. no more playing, but relax relax a bit only.

better better not let me hate you even deeper.

because i really don't like the feeling of hatred towards people.

so for goodness sake, don't be an evil witch.

2008-05-25T20:08:00.002+08:00

tomorrow will be chinese o'level.
Good Luck to all Sec 4 candidates.
All the Best.
BLESS Me :D

don't wish the dream to come true,

i'll never forget the sentence,

you told me.

:DD

2008-05-23T18:38:00.005+08:00

me and sia hui li ;
me, diana kow, and sam teo ;
me and jeremy zhang;

i admit that i have to tip-toe -.-

still i'm shorter than him ):

i know it's very obseen +.+

me and the birth day girl, michelle Cheng ;

me and diana kow ;

same same :D

our class, the parent, mrs shankar and mr vanan ;
the three crazy ones ;
the four siao peh ; sitting there. LOL
obseen again +.+ ;
more obseen x.x ;

junior tan jing chee and jervyn poh ;
jervyn poh and zhu niao ;
jonus, junior, and jervyn ;
sia hui li's chocolate teeth :D
my laopa and a little boy ;
haas

gerald wang, junior tan, jervyn poh, and jonas ;

some photos are not with me.

i shall cope the photos from people's blog other time when they upload :DD

haas. keep it as a memory of course.

i'm not that bad to 'cope'.

2008-05-23T18:12:00.002+08:00

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MICHELLE CHENG!

no lesson for us today, except for after everything, we're having chinese remedial.
next week, monday will be our chinese o'level x.x
dead meat man!
morning, back in classroom, doing some stuffs only.
mrs shanker talks to us about abortion and pregnancy :DD
sound interesting yeah?
she tells us about her stories.
we girls, ask her quite many questions relating to that. eg. Why guys like to pcc? and about a stuff*. LOL! funny la.

and we're down to the parade square, where our class is, preparing the food, drinks, cakes, sweets, crackers all on the table. then we MAKAN!
playing with balloons. wearing the party hat. so cute luh.
taking so many photos, and joking and stuffs like that.
our class, those guys dance, roll on the floor, all patterns also come out, doing funny actions, making us laugh till peng.
take photos with mrs shankar and mr vanan too :DD
take class photos too. :))
then go up to find darling for short while :D hee.

after everything, we go back to classroom for cleaning up ((: arranging tables and stuffs.

then we go down to the hall for 'Junyuan God Talent'.
first few contestants, damn sian only.
behind, we start to high and clap :DD chio bodoh!!

after everything, go to 824 have lunch with darling, becos i'm thinking that chinese remedial starts at 1.45pm.
in the end, when i walk up to the classroom, somehow already start la -.- hmmm. at least amos they all accompany me, late to go to the lesson. and until 3.30pm, go meet up with darling, walk walk, sit sit, and go home ((:

p.s; all the best to all Sec 4E and 5N students for the chinese o'level. same goes to me too :D hope it'll pass-by easily, faster, and nicer. pass with flying colours of course :DDDD

or maybe i dont suit at all.

shall not mention a single thing.

it'll be better to keep quiet.

just don't wish things to get worst,

and worsen our simple relationship (:

2008-05-22T17:17:00.003+08:00

have English mock exam, paper 1 & 2. what i can say is, good luck for me.
i study already study le, use up my brain cells on the exams,
i shall wait to see, whats my remarks back then. shall wait.
after exam, we have chinese lessons from 1+ to 2.30pm.
teacher gives us chocolate sweet :DD yummy!!
i intend to buy for myself too.
after school, have discussion on tmr's big breakfast with class, and other stuffs too.
then me, nana, sam and junior go for 1E3 gathering in our same classroom :DDD
but of course, the atmosphere had changed. nothing to be surprise of.
all of us changed too :)
when we greeted jiang lao shi, the atmosphere and feeling are GOOD! can feel it man.
she talks to us :) and view the video of our class :DDDD omg! is like, all people totally changed in their appearance man. LOL. funny seh. we're there laughing. hee :)))))
she gives us a very special pen :DD nice babe! for boys, the pen is blue in colour while girls are red on colour. there's carving of our name and '1E3'05' on the pen. chio!
after everything, go up to PA room look for dar and we walk to bluesea for cheese fries and bubble tea. and go home :))

or maybe,

....... are together.

i just don't feel anything.

just hope everything goes on fine on ........

or maybe, i'm just thinking too much.

or whatever.

that's all.

2008-05-21T18:33:00.002+08:00

recently, not using computer.
there isn't anytime for me to touch my computer.
i try to recap what i did for the past few days.
as i'm having STM :X

sunday;
tuition. study with darling at mac. had dinner together. home :)

monday;
was a public holiday, Vesak Day.
went for lunch with darling. me off to study with girls and guys, classmates, in tampines inter de kfc. went to buy sushi with michelle half way through studying :D yummy!! studied till 5pm, took bus 28 home with darling :))

tuesday;
morning breakfast in mac with darling.
normal lessons. nothing much about anyway.
after school, had maths paper 2, 2hrs 30 mins -.- damn it. actually, there shouldn't be any tests after school la. want us tired only. hmmm.. somemore difficult paper. but i'll just hope that i'm able to pass my paper :) i'm glad then.
until 5.30pm, went home with darling :)

today;
i believe today is 'Horny Day'!!
in class, there's like so many people talking about horny things luh. haas. questions are asked all around. LOL. actually asking those questions, are not horny. but amos keep saying us horny. it's just a question and we're understanding those :D wahahaa..
the funniest thing is happening during chinese period, which is replaced by CME.
our chinese teacher is absent, another chinese relief teacher.
while going through the chinese paper, suddenly appeared a word, which she asks us, whats that meaning.
the chinese word nae 'qi pai'. jonas and junior name 'chee bye' LOL.
then we all keep on laughing like hell la. and teacher there stil blur don't even know what we're laughing of. then she keeps asking whats the meaning of that word. is like keep mentioning. hahahaaa.. damn sia. then jonas say the meaning is like very big etc etc. haasss. damn sia.
but but, before that, another joke comes. is between me and nana. we damn bad la. keep bullying people in some" ways. haaaaaa... i know it's bad. anyway, it's really sensative :DDDDD

` paiseh xueli :X hee. hope you wont mind. suddenly so playful till bully people. hee. da ren you da liang :DD

during recess, darling tells me another lame joke again. haas. laugh till my mouth all numb and my leg numb. haas. :DD

physics test, quite okay. hope i'm able to pass. :D &&& i passed my history :D wee~~ and teacher until now still pronounced my name wrongly -.-

today is the most fun day. i just love it :DD

&& darling and my laopa they all play bball, get 1st la. wee~ man man!!

i simply love to share everything with you.

i'm used to it.

hope i'll forever do that.

2008-05-17T18:39:00.002+08:00

wake up rather early. hubb goes for fishing with his friends.
have my breakfast and bathe, etc.
leaves house to meet nana at my mum's saloon bus-stop.
she buys 1 shampoo for testing.
we take bus to tampines interchange.
actually, i'm thinking of going to archade, but i'm lazy to walk to CS.
we take bus to mac, no space for us.
junior and jervyn are there.
after that, we go Astar for lunch.
then she goes to find her aiai.
meet hubb as he longbang me to huili house to pass her the old shirts and history note.
then i longbang hubb for some distance.
to his house as he haven't bathe since he finished fishing. LOL.
smelly~ and not really la.
then we walk to his mum working place, coffeeshop there, for some desserts :D
COOLING!!
then i go to the shop at 825, where the girls introduced me :))
targetted a dress and a shirt :(( in total, i think i need $62.
need sometime to buy them :((( but really nice.
then we go to mama shop buy drinks and take bus 69 to my tuition there.

hope that you're able to understand,

what i'm thinking of.

that's all.

don't wish to have little, small quarrels with you.

i love you :D !

2008-05-16T19:49:00.003+08:00

wednesday; had chinese mock exam for paper 1 & 2 from 7.45am to 11.55pm. but of course in between, there were break for us too :))
after everything, had maths, which was the normal lesson of the time, at 12.15pm until 1.15pm and went for assembly. for only sec 4s and 5n. had the things relating with 'sex' talks. they showed us photos of the symtoms of AIDS/HIV (don't know what) and also the abortion of babies. :((( hmmmms... seriously, it's pain and too CRUEL! went to eat and home.

thursday; mr chew was absent from school so there are 3 free periods for us. :) we girls sat on the ground chatted. nothing much. english remedial until 3.45pm and eat and home.

today; recess, didn't eat so go back striaight to class, with samson and chong han. was like tasting the bitter chocolate. chong han's chocolate is 64% of bitterness. ewww~~ and i threw it away :XX sorry. wasting food. please forgive. :DD miss zaleha was absent, but there's still test for us. i just hope i'll be able to pass. hmmmss... also goes for chinese remedial. then play piano at canteen. plays volleyball with hubby at the netball court under HOT sun!! then rest. then i play with eechan when it's their break :DD Shiok!! then with darling go eat ice-katchang. something like that. and home.

finally there's a printer for me. i left no choice. only printer left for me. spent few hours just now fixing it up. finally can be used. wee~
gonna do homeowork soon :)) i'm so hardworking. ;D

tomorrow will be accompanying my NEW Laogong= Diana Kow to my mum's saloon to buy shampoos etc, whatever she wants to buy. still have tuition too, so will be meeting darling.
monday is Vesak Day!! but will be studying with darling.
tuesday; maths mock exam after school at 3pm x.x
wednesday; physics mock exam after school 2plus pm x.x
thursday; english mock exam, paper 1 & 2 during school time. the remaining time will be for mother tongue x.x

i just find your dreams CUTE.

i love you babe,

and the girls,

and every single one.

2008-05-13T21:18:00.002+08:00

go out to study with D.
go to Mac to study, but of course, before studying will be eating :))
at first, Mac is full of people, we're liked looking for seat, and finally we did :D
see evon and weiling studying too, but actually playing PSP. haas!
at first, huiLi and michelle come too. follow by nana and xueLi. they're laughing very loud. LOL.
i study till 6pm and we walk to the bus stop after TP -.- worst come then.
we miss 3-4 buses of 69, because they are full of TP students. like so suey. somemore some buses, there's still spaces behind and they don't want to move in. causing us unable to board the bus. hmmm... nothing much to mention.
and finally, we're able to go home. :DDD but squeezy, and we're already tired enough.

i'm thinking, i hope next year, if i get into TP, i won't have to sqeeze the bus with them, although same poly. i don't wish the course i take is end at evening period of time. hmmm... i shall see. it's still early for me to think of this yet. Just Focus On My O'level.!!

i just hope that the dream comes true.

2008-05-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to kfc study with him, after that we changed venue, which was Mac. saw pamela and chin siang studying too. haas! after that went to walk walk and we went home.

today, as pernormal lessons :) while sec 1s & 2s are not in school as they've finished examinations. the school is in peacefulness :DD
for hisotry lesson, teacher needs to go off as she's having something on, so she's with us for 15 minutes only. :DD although we're given work to do, ended-up studying for geography :X wahaha!
after school, go up to ava room with him for mock exams for 3 subjects -.- they haven't even decide on how to organise us, then like anyhow just let us take test. like never prepare kind. hmmm. ended up wasting lots of time. before history test, 5 mins break. accompanied huili to buy food but closed. then to toilet and back again.
after everything, actually want to go up to fnn room but no time, somemore so late, so leave school to find him.
walk to bluesea for some food, saw Rita :DDDD wahaha. this time i did recognised her. hmmm. after that home (:

tmr no school becos of marking day :DD dont know going out not ;/

2008-05-10T13:29:00.002+08:00

don't know recently what happened to the girls?
hmmms.
hope everything fine.
and some more,
i don't know what to say to comfort them.
because i don't have the skill on comforting people ?!
all i hope is, you girls are fine.
Please don't feel left out, because i really don't wish to hear bad news.
hmmms..
hope you all get what i meant. LOL.

` michelle, actually i don't find you left out at all, comparing with me. i've got lesser topics talking with you all, and not you. you all are almost always together go out. and in class, you all did talk, sometimes i don't even know a single topics. when you don't know what people are talking about, of course will keep quiet. seriously, i don't really know most of the topic you all talking about. but nevermind la, is like it's really okay de. and don't because no topic to talk about, then feel that you're left out from us, when you're not la. hmmmm. you're not. you won't understand how i feel also. i love you :))

that's not all yet.

2008-05-10T13:20:00.002+08:00

復刻回憶

你還好嗎好久不見又來這裡這個老店
後來的你喜歡了誰我們聊聊天

現在的你一樣美麗至於愛情是個回憶
她不愛我他離開妳愛會來就會去

在不同的城市努力偶爾也會想想你
這樣的我那樣的你要很久才相聚

我們都沒說那遙遠的曾經我們也沒提那故事的原因
青春的復刻回憶像一片雲沒法子抓在手裡
我們的眼淚在複習著過去我們的微笑是彼此的氧氣
復刻的回憶是封掛號信多遠都可以找到你

窗外的樹愛哭的風煩惱的我聰明的你
愛是什麼什麼人懂所以別難過

心還痛嗎請忘了吧所謂幸福是個童話
後來的我一切隨意所以沒關係

在不同的城市努力偶爾也會想想你
這樣的我那樣的你要很久才相聚

我們都沒說那遙遠的曾經我們也沒提那故事的原因
青春的復刻回憶像一片雲沒法子抓在手裡
我們的眼淚在複習著過去我們的微笑是彼此的氧氣
復刻的回憶是封掛號信多遠都可以找到你

午後的悶熱的窗外的一場大雨
讓我們看見了以前的自己
把時光倒轉回到那一季那年的夢他鄉的你

2008-05-09T17:21:00.002+08:00

today, don't really have anything too.
i get 16/20 for my chinese 'gong han' :DD wahahaa!!
miss ng is absent. we're like chiong'ing for the work she's given us. we didn't finish on time.
we go to the first level classroom during history. because the library's air-condition is spoil. very stuffy. if i'm not wrong :)
after we've finished with chemistry lesson, miss zaleha talks to us about pregnancy! o.o i seriously don't feel like giving BIRTH!!! REALLY PAIN LA! ;((((( arghhhh. what i like babies. how seh. when i'm reached that age then think through about that. haas.. it's just too early for me man. SO, don't get pregnant now. hahahas..
during chinese remedial, did composition again and out school:)
bought lots of food to eat :)) hahahas. and i don't really feel full at all luh. omg!!
ate chicken wink, shark fin soup, sushi, ice-katchang && bubble tea. heee...
after that go home

now going leave house to meet up ling to study .

human changes,

regardless of what.

so, get prepared yeah?

2008-05-09T17:14:00.002+08:00

yesterday, PE was Fun!! :DDD played volleyball with nana and some guys (: girls VS boys. played till sweated Alot. and i really loved this feeling of sweating so much, though smelly and dirty. since don't know how long i exercised. i could feel that im growing plum.
then nothing much also. didn't went for recess too (: as i'm feeling too full.
after school don't have any remedials.
then 1E3 gathering was cancelled ): heard from nana de. sad luh.
maybe miss cheong was busy.
atfer school, went to 824 for lunch.
& i felt so xin teng for the amount of rice i wasted :( and the BBQ chicken.
i won't want to waste food le la!! hmmm...
then i went back to school for SC photo-taking :D took lots of photos.
took the photos of throwing the tie for around 6-7 times luh -.- haas.
imagined we'd to throw so many times. LOL! but was fun anyway. anyway it's the last time le.
and left school to ind him and home :)

i'm afraid to be a female.

x.x

2008-05-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

Physics; was doing work. nothing much also. and Amos was there bullying me, saying me bla bla.. sometimes don't even understand his words. haas.
Geography; nothing much too.
History; i'm in blur of the subject now. similarly, i'm afraid that i won't be able to understand the topics. hmmm. scared i'll fail man. hmmm...
Recess; makan with him and girls. and off to class.
Chinese; did the mock exam. was liked rushing becos time was tight. wrote somethings wrong too, comfirmed will minus some marks seh. but happy that i somehow finished the whole paper writing :DD
E.maths; doing work :))

Assembly, watching the video which we watched it before once. was like so funny and horny :/ LOL!!
didn't go for chemistry lesson. went for lunch. pei'ed nana to my mama's shop for treatment. haas. waited for quite sometime as my mama was realy busy becos she's the only one there working temporily. no one to help out her. hmmm... LOL. was liked laughing with nana. until 6pm, went to the opposite shop for 'dinner'. just pei'ed her and ate bit of things becos she won't be having dinner at home, it's better for her to eat that time. then we went to take bus. we're liked opposite bus-stop only. haas!! then she went off first. and me home~

it's always the opposite thinking.

2008-05-06T18:26:00.002+08:00

DnT; mr. ng showed us slideshows of 2 person's product, etc. they're superb la! :( how i wish i can be like them. i'll try my best in improving man. just hope i won't fail my Dnt, or any other subjects. then mr. ng talked to us, then we doing on our A4s.
Geography; i wasn't listening to the lesson :X i was actually studying for my SS, but somehow, i just can't memorise them in school -.- always got distracted, thats why i prefer study at home, but, Lazy :X LOL
Recess; went down with nana, then xueLi and Huili also came :)) ate together. i faster went back class to study for SS.
SS; out of sudden forgotten what to write -.- hmmms.. let's see how much i'll get this time.
English; had to re-write my composition, becos didn't have 'Heroes'. haas. no choice. took the remaining time to think through my story in improving.
Chemistry; went to chemistry lab. the changing of colours were Cool! some turned blue too dark blue, milky. something liked that. nice colour.

sat in the canteen for short while with him and off for maths remedial. doing work etc. :) then left with the girls. Happy that tomorrow we could get our Class Tee :DDDD wee~~ and also i confirmed can get becos i paid full amount le. lastly, i'll have to save money for Volleyball Tee, for only sec 3s & 4s :DDD heee.. went to buy lunch in night market. just don't know why, Tampines always got night market one leh. although now, bedok got night market, but for don't know how long once. hmmm. went to mac for toilet :) and home :))
actually today night going to study with nana they all, but the boys cancelled it, so nevermind :))

tomorrow studying with Ling~ also maybe bring nana to my mama's working place :))

we shall see.

2008-05-05T19:08:00.002+08:00

half way during chinese lesson, Nanaaaa suddenly appear! for don't know what reason, i am stunned. LOL. is it because quite some time i didn't get to see her? hahaaa.. after that, continue with our lesson.
DnT; at least i understand and know what to do. hope the outcome is a good one :/
E.maths; nothing much.
Recess; go down makan with the girls. after that go back class myself as i want to go toilet, lso walk pass his class, for shun bian ma. && Junior there doing the Snake thing. wahaha! peng sia. Jonas singing none stop de la. LOL
English; doing volcabulary. quite difficult. exchange for marking. then Amos and Junior doing funny things. making me and nanaa laugh like hell.
SS; nothing much also. thought today got test but it's tomorrow. at least i memorise quite a bit bah.
History; teacher is in good mood luh :)) keep seeing her laughing with us. and aryani there keeps doing stupid things making us laugh. haa! i really prefer this kind. time pass fast, seeing teacher laugh together with us. i really love this man. if every lessons can like this, how good can it be?!! anyway, huiLi goes for her dental appointment and Syhrin is absent.
no history remedial for us. Happy :)

2008-05-03T10:53:00.002+08:00

1. What you want the most now?
happiness and joy from people whom i'm close to. Freedom from my parents.

2. Who is the person you trusted the most?
my girlfriends, boyfriend, and Amos, Sam, & my laopa ren.

3. What do you think of yourself?
questions in my mind, will ask all the way until i know and understand, regardless what questions. sometimes can be very high, and jokes well with everyone. when sad, easily cheered up.

4. If you could have a dream to come true, what would it be?
go back to 2005, and restart my new life of secondary school life. and treasure my friends around me.

5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
yes, as i seen it before.

6. What is your goal for this year?
get good results for o'level, no failing of any subjects! able to get into TP too.
7. Do you believe in eternity love?
not really.

8. Have you broken someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
i don't think so. but i only know that i did break someone's heart before.

9. What feeling do you love the most?
being love, care, protect by people.

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
someone who really understand me well.
someone who are automatic, but not too automatic la.
someone whom i can lend a shoulder for anything.
someone who know what i want.
someone who can make me happy all days, regardless of what happened.
someone whom can tolerate me enough.
someone who will be there for me when i'm down, regardless of when is it.
someone who can hear me out when i'm angry, and saying things out from my heart.
someone who can console me when i'm crying.
someone who can tolerate girls who easily cries.

11. What feeling do you hate the most?
being betrayed by friends, regardless of anyone, and leaving/losing my loves one.

12. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes i do. but just hope i can.

13. Who do you hate the most?
people who are liers, backstabbers, and unreasonable.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my own life. losing your life, you can't do things that you wanted to do.

15. Who do you hope to be always there for you?
my sisters, and you*

16. Who is your best friend?
don't think i have. my sisters and the guys whom i knew for 4/5 years.

To:
anyone else ((:

2008-05-02T23:56:00.002+08:00

today, nothing much to talk about actually.
hmmms.
nana is absent from school, next week monday won't be in school too.

' just take good care nana :)) i dont really know how to comfort a person. i also dont know how to express out my feelings. aaaa.. i can only stand at a side see you like this, can't help in anything. hmmm. but just take care.. xD

Chinese; michelle sitting with me :) chit-chat a bit, carry on with studies, no choice.
E.maths; while doing, teaching them too. just hope my teaching will make you all understand as i really dont know you girls understand not. hehe.
History; nothing much. teacher gives us new notes :D good for us. hope that it's helpful for us anyway. she's rather in good mood.
Recess; go for recess with huiLi and xueLi. michelle is sleeping in class if not wrong. then back to class.
Chemistry; nothing much. helping nana takes worksheets etc. studying. miss zaleha is taking the camera into the class, wanting to take photo of us. then she sayd to me,' come on jc, give me your nice smile.' hahaha. but i refuse, lying on table and close my eyes :XX then she says ' only when someone outside then she'll lift up her head.' LOL. hmmm. okay, nothing to say luh :D

go down to SC room to get blazers for taking photo session on thursday. we're to bring home to iron them. i likes those blazers. :)
after that back to class for chinese remedial.
luckily not ask to do composition. we do class discussion etc, and home.
after that, go eat ice-kachang with him, and home.

5pm, meet up with him for dinner together :))
at first, thinks that 824 finished with the renovation le, but wasn't.
then go to the coffee shop beside kfc for hokkien mee and hor fun :)) yum yum. just that they're too large bowl. damn full. -.-
then to big bookshop to buy pen ink and new dnt sketchbook.
then to mac, but there's no one.
so i longbang him round and round. LOL. nothing to do.
and i SAW 'WEIQI' this word. omg. im so shock to see that. but that's a name of tuition centre if im not wrong. HOW CAN THAT NAME BE A TUITION CENTRE NAME? hmmmms.. spoiling everything only. LOL LOL!!
not long, huili came too :))
till 8+pm, accompany her to photocopying and home :)
he pei me home.

' huili, sorry that i didn't really study with you. hope you won't mind. hmmm. sorry oh.
' the guys, sorry didn't tell you all first before i decide. but it's becos i left no choice. but also part of my fault. :) sorry.
' darling, just hope you'll change :) hope can. if can't then forget it. take good care. loves you :)

2008-05-02T23:43:00.000+08:00

yesterday, was a Labour Day.
went out at 1+pm to study with hubb at KFC.
until 5pm liked that, went home.
anyway also had lunch there.

rather sad that i was not allowed to visit nana in her godpa's funeral.
hope she's fine.
wondering... her physical got changed till not :/
just take care.
just hope every single one around me, to be very, extremely fine :)

2008-05-01T10:48:00.001+08:00

` just hope you girls will be pefectly fine after these obstacles.
the brightness will be out sooner.
take care :DD love you alls.

2008-05-01T10:16:00.004+08:00

i do this today.
takes from michelle's blog for the website :DD haas. somehow interesting yeahs.
_____________________________________________________________________________________
Your Birthdate: September 19

You don't just believe in love at first site - you've experienced it.
You develop crushes pretty easily, but keeping your interest is another matter!
You are very prone to love - hate relationships.

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 1

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, and 28th of the month.
_____________________________________________________________________________________

darling's birthday is on 10th june :D my birthday is 19th sept. wahaha.

2008-04-30T20:20:00.004+08:00

Physics; teacher go through last year's topic, Lights. can recall some but not all, for guarantee. because, my memory ain't that good. doing worksheet too. and the poor nana, starting to get sad if not wrong hmmm.. and no one accompany me happy le. after lesson, accompany her to the toilet. good that she cry out, might be good for her.
Geo; nothing much too.
History; for don't know what reason, teacher ain't in good mood, exchange seat with Syhrin, becos Syhrin keeps talking with Aryani -.- next lesson, we're going to secretly exchange back our seats. and she keeps scolding us somehow for almost the whole period -.-
Recess; dar comes to find me, chat-chats and off back to class.
Chinese; going through reading and corrections. when my turn to read, don't know is it i'm nervous or whatever reason, keeps reading wrong words! or maybe, i'm blind. LOL.
E.maths; go to Eureka Lab for don't know what reason, and doing our work.
Assembly; our class combining with 4e1 and 4e3. but we're not really listening anyway. we're like comparing with our fats and bones sizes. LOL. nothing much to do. and after that leace AVA room.
go for lunch in the canteen with dar, adding lots of chilli into mine and his bowl of prawn mee, BUT Delicious!! LOL. after that i go back to our class for chemistry remedial, with xueLi, but she's having her beauty sleep before lesson starts. teacher got reservice, then we're combining with 4e1 class. miss zaleha taking over. bla bla :) revision on last year's topic too :)) after lesson go find him and go to 826 to have cooling stuffs, not ise katchang, but something like that, and home.

`there're really just too much misunderstanding between us, and we still don't understand each other well, that's why the consequences become like today. it's not you and i wanted, it's just, unpredictable ((: regardless of what, i still loves you :D

` nana, you're strong, you'll be able to get over this obstacle. everything will be fine. just the matter of how you want face it. losing someone you're close with, you still got others. just treasure the people around you, with no regrets. take good care babi nahnah :DD i love you!

2008-04-30T19:50:00.004+08:00

yesterday;
D&T; mr ng was on MC, too bad. mr loh had given me many advices on my sketchbook. at least, his advices made me had many ideas and knowing what i should do next. did on my sketchbook, and hoped i will be able to buy a new book :DD wahahaha!!
Geo; nothing much too.
Recess; think didn't go down eat if i'm not wrong. nothing much. doing english planning and chemistry worksheet outside classroom only :))
SS; doing work. nothing much too.
English; doing planning. nothing much too. :)
Chemistry; learning new topic again. it was the last 2 topic. so sad :(( still got one more topic. in dead meat x.x

went for lunch in the canteen with dar, after that went for maths remedial.
then when l walked out of Eureka Lab, someone* whistled. then i looked around -.- thought it's dar. ended up, i found out that it was Jeremy. hahaha! stupid lo. but anyway, his whistling not as powerful as dar's one. honestly. haas. stupid that i thought it's dar's one. and i went out look for him lo. :) and off home.

around 6+, accompanied dar to cut hair :DD hahahaha 2nd time :DD
after that went to mac studied with nana, jervyn and junior. they were there singing away~~ hahaha. including jervyn. i found that weird although. haha.

2008-04-28T17:43:00.002+08:00

Chinese; nothing much. going through corrections. and Amos keeps asking us to go fly kite. asks him to explain to us what that means, he refuse to. LOL. then forget it :p
also we seen the new design of our class-tees and hoddy. Nice!
DnT; the TP students come to have lesson with us. haas. another 2 new ladies we saw. good drawings from the Miss Lina ( if im not wrong). take years to even draw like them :(( sad..
we practice drawing our product, and also colouring. Zul damn funny luh, asking stupid questions and doing funny things. LOL.
E.maths; doing with our work.
Recess; go down to have recess with the girls. i eat and with papaya too :))
English; this time, Mr. Vanan doesn't oversleep le. we're asks to do our planning for narrative writing, end up, blank paper. haas! we're talking away anyway.
Social Studies; half way studying history, half way doing work :)
History; teacher gives the question in a different way, making us confusing. hope able to pass this time :/ and, maybe she's in a good mood today, keeps laughing with us. LOL. i prefer her being like this.
go for break for 15 minutes. sees darling, though he looks moody :( ' link link. ' later back to library.
we, 4e2, chit chatting before teacher is here.
today, got no 4E1 as they go for the SS remedial, left us only. :))
3.30 ends, go find him, go eat, and home :))

thursday is a public holiday :( miss PE Again! sadness..

`i'll try what i can do. i don't know i'll success not. but i just don't know what to do :/
just take good care. :D

2008-04-27T16:07:00.002+08:00

wake up in the morning, watch Doramon show.
go bathe, and go down to take my breakfast.
after finish eating, leave house and off to my tuition.
Today is such a HOT day!! my attitude become a bit worst. i hate it.
after tuition, take bus to library to borrowing some storybooks.
walk to my brother's tuition place.
sitting at one corner, while waitng for him, i am reading my books.
then walk home again. sweating. . .
reach home, rest on the bed to cool myself down, feeling realy hot. i don't even dare to walk around.
decide to sleep for short while, so that will have energy to do my Dnt and study for History test for tomorrow.
now, searching for my Dnt.
printer spoil, unable to print.
later on, then will think of some solutions to it.
if not, tomorrow will have nothing to do during Dnt lessons.

& i'm quite fed-up by my computer. being so LAG!
resulting me don't have the mood on researching.
same like yesterday. . .

today, i'm really feeling so damn bored.
but actually, such a hot day, i don't think i'll also have the mood to go out.
not even the mood to go out study.
just now i am just thinking, should i go out study not.
but i don't want le.
rather stay at home. . .

i'm afraid of my Dnt :(
teacher had already failed me.
didn't know i'll make it for my O'level or not.
i hope so.

2008-04-26T18:40:00.002+08:00

in the morning, i'm asked to go 216 to buy breakfast -.-
this is the place where i'm going to have breakfast with the girls, but in the end cancelled.
queue for the nasi-lemak for quite a long period of time.
the service is slow. SOMEMORE, there are people buy many many many packets at one time. LOL.
can tell that she's a rich person :/
after that i ride home. makan.

go for my tuition. meet up with him as pernormal. and off to tuition.
walk home after tuition.

it's such a boring day :(